a day off finally.. i didnt do much.. talked to rick.

I got a new alternator and battery for my car.. Im getting all my parts and what not put on this weekend.. yay.. I talked to ricky today!

I saw Cameron this week! woot!

I have to work everyday til thursday blahh.

i cant belive KCs been dead for a week already

jaime's coming to see me yay!

i took flowers out to my KC <33

soo.. they put my KC into the ground forever a while agoo..sad. i miss him so much it hurts. curtis got up and spoke at the funeral today and he cried so hard he couldnt even talk later i told curtis i loved him and i gave him a teddy bear that matched the one i put in the coffin with KC..and curtis just grabbed me and hugged me and started bawling ( Read more... )

SO today I went and saw KC again after work.. I wasnt there as long and it wasnt as hard since I had already seen him forever.. he looked really good and I touched him again.. heh :) His family had put his hat in there and a can of chew.. haha. It's weird how dead people feel all hard and like his skin didn't even feel like skin.. it felt rubbery ( Read more... )

SO I went and saw KC today.. I just sat there for an hour and stared at him.. it was so hard. When I was alone I walked up to him and I was like Ohhh KC.. and I just started bawling.. I patted his hand and stuff though he felt so cold.. I fixed his hair for him though and I put the teddy bear I bought for him in there to it's an angel and they said ( Read more... )