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Malfoy,
I've no doubt that Star is already there with you, or will be with you shortly, but I've a favor to ask of you. She will not listen to me, but maybe you will. Once I've written this owl and I sent it off, I no longer care what you do with the information, except that you do not let Star read this.
I'm aware that you slept with my girlfriend, and I doubt you've any qualms about doing it again. I only ask that as you fuck her, you remember that her coming to you is out of anger at me, and this time, it is you, not I, that will be her backup. Once again, I have done nothing wrong, but I will admit that it does certainly look that way. As it is, her anger has nothing at all to do with my actions, because what she believes happened, did not happen.
I did not sleep with Colby. I'd like you to understand that if Star has told you any of what has happened, that what she tells you is not a lie. What she saw would inevitably lead her to think that I've been with Colby, and have betrayed her. What she doesn't know is what she could not have seen, and what she did not give me the chance to explain.
The truth is (and I ask you, as you read this, to think of why I would ever lie about this) I was trying to protect Star. Demise came to my room to tell me of Star's fiance, and the actions she has taken to hurt Star. I was obviously not pleased to hear that Star was, or is still, engaged, but there was not much I could do about that at that time. So, instead, I decided my best choice was to help Star get out of yet another mess she had made for herself, and later deal with the fact that she had not told me the truth.
I told Colby not to leave her revenge in the hands of a man she did not know. Don't hope that her plans to hurt Star would come through on whether or not this man cared enough, or that Star would care enough. I told her that the best way to hurt Star would be through me, and I was willing to help, because of all the times she's hurt me by being with you. My plan was not to hurt Star, but Colby.
Let me make it simple - I was going to make it look as if I had fucked Colby. I would only retrieve evidence that would make it look as such, and send them to her boyfriend via the same way she had sent evidence to Star's fiance. I knew then that I might be taking a risk in Star believing that I did not sleep with Colby, but I could most likely hurt Colby by informing her boyfriend of what she's done. Her revenge on Star would not come without a fair price, and I wanted her to understand that to hurt Star, she would have to deal with what I would do to her.
I never even kissed the girl. Once I had removed what I needed from Colby, I forced her to leave my room. This is, of course, when fate began to kick me in the teeth, and Star entered the room to see a half-naked Colby outside my door.
I would like you to believe that I am not lying about this. If I had fucked Colby, I would not lie about it, no matter what it cost me. Had I truly slept with her, I would not have denied myself the pride in knowing I had hurt Colby and her relationship with her boyfriend. Call it a hobby.
I am not angry with Star for jumping to conclusions. What she had walked in to see didn't leave her much room for thinking much else. I am only angry with Star for not giving me a chance to explain my actions. For not allowing me to explain that I did not sleep with Colby, and that what I was doing was solely to protect her from one more of her messes. All the times she's betrayed me to be with you, I at least allowed her to explain. The amount of trust I've lost in her from everytime she's been with you, I still allowed her to explain, and while I have (surprisingly) never done anything wrong, I am cast out, and she yet again runs to you.
I doubt any of this will make much difference to you. I am not asking you to not sleep with my girlfriend. I just need you to understand what has happened. I want you to know why she is there with you. If anyone understands Star (if it is at all possible), it would be you.
Good luck,
-Skylar.