what to do..

[insights2mysoul]

Lately, i just dont seem to give a fuck about anything or anyone. im always too tired to do anything after work. im racking my brain on how im going to pay bills. i still dont have car insurance and mom needs her car back soon, but there is no way i can pay $300 a month(for car ins.), plus still afford rent, cell phone, car payment, and any other

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[manic_mandy]

hmmm...although i had been expecting this and figured you would soon come to this conclusion, im glad you finally admitted it. i have been worried about it shannon. i love you to death and i honestly feel better after reading your entry. i think you and i live different lives and being best friends that doesnt always exactly pan out to live together. if you would like to go and talk to shawna i would have no problem going with you. i am here to support you shannon and i would do anything to help you in anyway you needed. its been weird not having you here only because people ask about you. i mean i just was worried about you. i didnt want our friendship to be in jeporady and i thought that you didnt want anything to do with me anymore. you wouldnt be screwing me over. i would figure out something and im sure i have more than enough people who would/could be a new roomate with me. and if it were me you were talking about in thinking you would hurt me, as long as you are okay and we are still friends then dont worry. im here shannon