If it appears to be so difficult, it's probably better to just let go now. better now than later, better late than never. because Never will hurt.
Currently studying for GP paper and i am learning so much so much about the world. and i'm talking about macro issues here, like poverty and climate changes. phew
My one-week mugging holidays will be so lonely but hopefully productive. my fellow mugger friend has left me to go kick some balls across the straits in the foreign SJ-will-be-going-there-zomg malaysian lands. ugh D:
Must study hard must study hard.
Current motivation: karaoke session after papers!!! must go.