Why does it seem like no matter how you do things it ends up being wrong? I mean everytime you try and fix something it ends up becoming more broken. It seems like once something is broken it can never be fixed... It's like breaking a cup, you can glue it back together but you'll always see where the glue is and it's always going to be weaker. But ( Read more... )

Why do some people seem to get it all? I lost out to the per-school position, weekend hours and a cute guy all to the same girl on the same day. Some days I just feel like giving up. I haven't don't anything all week. I made my parents go out for dinner after work yesterday and it was the most social contact I've had all week... as sad as that is. ( Read more... )

time is up ( Read more... )

A soft simle in the warm sunlight ( Read more... )

Someday I honestly wonder if my job is worth being able to go out with my friends (not that I have time/ actually want to do anything other then cry and sleep anymore)and doing cool things that you clearly need money to do. I mean I know I'm almost 18 and I should be able to deal with a job and a social life and my ow stuff but honestly 8+ hours a ( Read more... )

it's funny. It seems the closer I feel I'm getting to Christ the futher I feel from my friends. The more what they do seems wrong and makes me feel horrible. Like I'm not doing enough for them. I know that in the end it's better to tell them what's on my heart and go friendless for a while then to watch them screw up and not do anything about it ( Read more... )

well I didn't get what I wanted out of that retreat but it seems I didn't really need it or I would have gotten it... I guess the one thing I learned was that I'm much futhur along then I thought I was. It's time for me to start being happy with me; with who God made me. I've spent so long trying to change and run away from who He has made me that ( Read more... )

Why is it that people seem to need to know everything? Why does everyone feel the need to know everything that is going on? Why do we have to have one person that knows everything about us? And why does it seem that it's a only a one way street with that person? Like you have to tell them everything but they don't need to tell you in return and it ( Read more... )

so i've come to the conclusion that I'm willing to go out of my way, and bail on things that I would much rather be doing in order to do things for my friends. I skip parties for school people, I miss going to something I had already planned, I don't do things that I would much rahter do, I stay out and do random things to kill time so I can go out ( Read more... )

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