I have the greatest friends in the world. They won't read this as they don't know I write here. One day someone will read all this & make sense of the mess I've made of everything. I have to laugh sometimes. It's the only way I remain sane enough to deal with me.

Same old shit, different day. Dislike! I need a change of some sort, I need someone who makes me happy besides me I suppose. However I suppose I should carry on regardless of past errors or mistakes. I'm not doing too badly, I'm just getting a little annoyed with myself for potentially throwing away a talent I had many years ago... It's still there ( Read more... )

Today started badly in all honesty. I woke up fully clothed still fooked from the night before with the most intense headache you can imagine ( Read more... )

A coupla drinks later I'm none the wiser but it's not like having a drink clarifies anything if I'm perfectly honest ( Read more... )

Well here I am again, I have taken the executive decision to keep this journal running as let's be honest who wants to be remembered by their facebook status updates ( Read more... )

So, we hit a new year... It started well, better than well, I met a girl. That moment where you think everything is going to fall in to place & the last several years of your life where everything didn't & you were sure there was a conspiracy against you making everything you touch turn to dust seemed a distant memory happens & for a brief moment ( Read more... )

Ok, so it would appear that my siblings have decided that I am drinking too much. This is as they arrive back from the pub twatted on beer in that argumentative state that they frequently get in to, usually directed at me seeing as the invites to the pub are few & far between... I've gotten used to that over the years ( Read more... )

With my two hands I gave you my heart & watched as you destroyed me
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So, the world turns black, the lights go out & you wonder what the fuck is going on ( Read more... )

Isaiah 14:14 I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will make myself like the Most High ( Read more... )