i guess its all settled...
at least i still have my best friend ;)! wow im such a loser...
oh right i have that boyfriend character still too but thats not as exciting...
and its supposed to snow so i wont have to see evil "fucking moron " teacher so thats pretty chill
... everythings looking good i guess

because everything only gets worse...

OK so i called my teacher a fucking moron today... whoops... but i fully talked my way out of the principles office and didnt even get a phone call home... ok a lot more crying then talking was invovled.. and it was more of "BSing my way out of the principles office" than "talking" my way out but w.e its all

St. Patricks Dinner of Corned Beef (ham cause of mad cow) and cabbage ( Read more... )

ok so u feel a little better... still confused beyond control... i really dont know what to do... yeah i dont know what to say right now its all so happening fast...

... oh and thanks alan.. it wasnt interferring.. it was nice and big brother-like... not big brother like watching my every move on camera ...  like.. ok u get it and thank you for ( Read more... )

so my mom just walked in and basically told me i lost my scholarship.. WHY THE FUCK ISNT ANYTHING OK.... everything just falls apart all at once,,,

slav call me later if im not on...

i want to die

and i swear to god i fucking loved you and u lied when u sed u loved me too because love like that doesnt just fucking fade it gets stronger and yours fucking didnt and maybe if you actually cared about me u wouldnt have gotten my hopes so high up and make me fall fucking in love with you ( Read more... )

AND you lied when you told me it would never fade...

so im in global class right now and im updating for tommy... the last few minutes of convo ( Read more... )

the battle was OK.. not nearly as fun as the last one... though i did get amines shirt... sexy kinda...
i REALLY think Toby should get an award hes amazing..at least 3rd... i guess hes not a band or something but hes seriously awesome... i think ill get his CD...