first rays of enlightenment...

[insomniac_bat]

it is not wrong to feel emotions and it is not wrong to think... it is only when we allow our emotions and our thoughts to control us that we lose focus of the simplicities of life that bring us peace... we should allow the emotions to come and allow the thoughts to come but we should not dwell on them... let them come to us and then pass... we do

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[extemporaneous]

Hmm...good point. The cause of my own misery is most likely my own damn self pity, not my emotions and thoughts themselves.

You make me think. You should write more often.

[luvmachine]

Thank you.

[isaday]

and you have aproblem with my lack in faith in the conept of "mine"?

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[insomniac_bat]

i dont remember what i said about the concept of mine but i think i misinterpreted what you meant by it and i know when i read yr response to it i felt that you misinterpreted my own response too although i honestly cant remember what i said about it... but i apologize... peace... *

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[insomniac_bat]

actually that book and some of his other writings were the main inspiration for writing this... basically im just restating him and buddhist philosophy... also a lot of this entry is based on a converstion i had with my friend paul quillen... we related this to hassidic or kabbalistic judaism and its use of numerology within the torah... we considered that the idea of god if a god exists might not be so much a being as perhaps everything connected together... its all very interesting but does it mean anything??? i guess it just gives us something to keep us busy while were alive... if theres any answer at all its "i dont know..." now im gonna go listen to juvenile tell his ho to "back dat azz up!!!" god wants me to... peace... *

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[insomniac_bat]

nah nah!!! its all bout cash money crew!!! shout-outs ta masta p an juvenile!!! in da muthafuckin howze yall!!! what what!!!???

wow

[missingimmortal]

You have a very beautiful way of speaking...I am a musician who looks to a lot of "poetry" for inspiration....and that took my breath away...well almost...sorry no offense to you.
It was a pleasure running across your journal....Thank you