that make it hard to just turn my back and walk away, erase you from my everything. All you have to do is say something small and my resolve crumbles...its been over a year. I dont want to love you or miss you or need you anymore ( Read more... )

We are supposed to be having our office christmas lunch. BUT it is freezing rain/snowing out and Deb isnt coming in so John is sending both me and Tim home early..thank god! That doesnt really help me because I have to babysit for my best friends girls when they get out of school so basically all this means for me is I get to go to to her ( Read more... )

I swear I dont understand what the hell is wrong with me. Its so frustrating because I will be fine for weeks, sometimes months..by this I mean I dont feel the "need" to speak to my ex, see her, I could care less who she is speaking to ro spending time with ect ( Read more... )

I will be watching both Daughtry and Bon Jovi....Im a hometown girl, nothin but Jersey pride for and the boys! I have never seen them in concert, Im sure it will be a good night to say the very least <3

About a month ago I was having a conversation with April. And literally while we were talking I had an epiphany....I love this woman still , but I dont know if it would have worked...maybe there are somethings that create a gap a little to large to cover! I mean the truth is we come from different worlds, have some beliefs that paralell but the ( Read more... )

I guess thats why I havent posted in forever...life is just life. And that my friends inst always a bad thing. Not to much drama, or insanity...except for work. But that is really my own fault, I am not looking hard enough or at all most days for another one. I believe they call that being complacent? Anwyay thing withs the girl are just sort of ( Read more... )

Is it really true that opposites attract...I mean I guess it can be. In my most recent relationship it was definatly true, its also true that because our lives were so vastly different despite the love, and the attraction to be a part of what the other had as part of their life it just cannot be?! So is it a good thing or a bad thing that opposites ( Read more... )

Im pretty sure Im more bitter then I have the right to be, but that dosnt stop me from being that way and more bitter then I let on to most people ( Read more... )

So just when I think life cant get any more complicated I get smakced in the head with a bit more reality then I would like. Dont get me wrong I have lived long enough, and hard enough to be aware that there is never a dull moment. But every now and then I get this feeling that maybe just maybe it will just normal everyday crap you know like money ( Read more... )

So I have been on vacation tech since last Thur. I spent Thur evening Fri and Sat near the beach with friends, not at the beach. We stay at my friends parents place it was so humid and gross though we just spent three days in the air conditioning or on the deck at night DRINKING....I have had my fill of Mailbu bay breezes for a while I think ( Read more... )