hey jess, i got the feeling that you may be blue ...... im not going to suck up and try to make you feel better, because i def. understand. caring for people can suck.....alot (btw, this has nothing to do with christy). i cared for my ex girlfriend very much, so much in fact that when she was going down i held on to the relationship and started to go down with her. breaking up hurt, and i felt like if i hadnt cared, things wouldve been better. i dont know what kind of conection that makes to your situation, make your own if youd like. but jess, im not going to say i know you extremely well, but i know you well enough to think that when youre happy, it affects everyone in the room positively. and as i have seen you down and sad before, you get through it with flying colors. this will be no different. i hope nothing ive said has offended you because to tell the truth i have no idea what you were referring to in your post. just thought id be personal and honest with you. peace. -nicholas maccallum
Jessita.. No ifs ands or buts.. we are hanging out before the end of the month! It's been tooooo long OMG! Remember last year when we drove up to Ma with Buddy.. first the "how to hide a boner" and then him getting the anklet stuck.. Aww c'mon.. you know that made you smile just a little bit.. I'll bring some sunshine in your life.. smile for me.. I love you!!!! You're my detective Wendy's crack buddy!!
I don't know of anything that can make you feel numb except for sitting in a bath tub full of ice, but watching Anchorman has been my medicine lately, that and playing badmitton cause you can whack the crap out of the birdie to let out any frustrations.
Okay I know this is totally lame because it's a quote from "She's All That" and Freddy Prince Jr. says it, but it true.
"Sometimes when you open up to people, you let the bad in with the good."
I honestly don't know the situation at all. But I love you. And I hope you'll reconsider the apathetic face to the world. It'll only eat you up inside. Besides, I wanna know when you're happy, you've got such a pretty face! (that doesn't mean I don't want to know any other feelings that you have, just a ploy to get you to smile or at least roll your eyes in disbelief.)
I support you in your numbness..... although if you do for some reason want to be angry, than let yourself be angry. if you want to punch someone... just knock on my door well go out and start a fight. if you want to cry than cry and if you want to smile, than smile. But if you in that given moment want to be numb than be numb. Jess youre my roomate, and we ddint know each other too well when we moved in, but i know weve watchedeach other go through this, and go through that. And i know that although sometimes distant, weve been there for each other... even if that means talks on your bedroom floor or singing and pissing the neighbors off or loaded cheese fries at friendlys and a side of coloring books. And you my sweet are a world of sad and happy. And both of those emotions are so strong, and even though i know you may not believe me, so beautiful. And when people say you are happy all the time... they can believe it. Because it works for you. And right now, you need to think of you. And do what YOU want. And feel how YOU want to
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No ifs ands or buts.. we are hanging out before the end of the month!
It's been tooooo long
OMG! Remember last year when we drove up to Ma with Buddy.. first the "how to hide a boner" and then him getting the anklet stuck.. Aww c'mon.. you know that made you smile just a little bit.. I'll bring some sunshine in your life.. smile for me.. I love you!!!! You're my detective Wendy's crack buddy!!
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"Sometimes when you open up to people, you let the bad in with the good."
I honestly don't know the situation at all. But I love you. And I hope you'll reconsider the apathetic face to the world. It'll only eat you up inside. Besides, I wanna know when you're happy, you've got such a pretty face! (that doesn't mean I don't want to know any other feelings that you have, just a ploy to get you to smile or at least roll your eyes in disbelief.)
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