you gotta just give it up. i've been going through the same thing. eventually you just reach a point where you realize they're not worth it anymore because holding on will just bring you down and you'll be limiting yourself. it's hard, the whole letting go of them and of the love, but after you've done it you can get on with your life and start looking for that next love. one that won't treat you like shit, because you don't deserve that.
When I broke up with Marshal, I thought about it as a death. I know it sounds morbid, but it's kinda the truth. The person you loved and loved you is gone. They don't exist anymore. The relationship that was so alive and beautiful and joyful, is gone, and it's never coming back. I think the hardest thing about breaking up, for me, is thinking about the other person and thinking that they are still out in the world somewhere. The thing is, when I broke up with Marshal, I had to realise that MY Marshal isn't out in the world anymore. The boy that brought me two dozen white roses at Coffeehouse, took me to his prom, hung out with my family with me isn't out in the world anymore. I remember it being really hard because we made plans for our future, and I felt really deserted at first, but if we were to go through the motions of going on a vacation with his family etc. it wouldn't be what we planned because he wouldn't really be there as we planned. He's gone. So, I remember us fondly, remember the good things about him, about us, and
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I do nothing. You should try it. Afterwards, when you start doing things again, you look back at the nothing and think how horrible that was, and how things really aren't that bad.
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Afterwards, when you start doing things again, you look back at the nothing and think how horrible that was, and how things really aren't that bad.
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