i am mother fucking 19! at 1120 am

people should call me, and visit

im gettin tattoos

and going to see system of a down

and just being sweet all day long with people who care

i just want someone, anyone, just one person to sing the happy bday song. in g# major

step 8-9-bitch

well, i really dont know what the fuck to think. i wanna start the fuck over. i think its pretty lame how people like to talk shit about me and my friends, especially the one who is suppose to love me the most calling me an asshole. last night i was convinced who i really do not like and who i can trust. and some people just dont give a shit ( Read more... )

Inside of me today ( Read more... )

starting over is a nice feeling.

i love kendal

yea. i fucked up again. wasnt expecting it to happened. but who am i kidding. it did. doesnt mean i am fake. doesnt mean i dont love. i guess it means i have troubles with myself. that i cant help. well i want you to know that it wasnt time wasted. it was the best year of my life. and i wont and will never take it back for anything. you showed me ( Read more... )

i partied with some crazy cats from high school last night...mally, gibby, andrew, amy, melissa, jimmy, kevin, and of course chad and greg. of course i do not have an id. of course i have to walk 50 mins to the holden dorms. of course they dont let me in. of course i have to "magically" find my way back through this whale ass of a campus. of course ( Read more... )

ive been drinking way too much lately. and not seeing my favorite lovies is just stupid and feels like it shouldnt be happening. but im holding on here. the new every time i die is impressive and better than i thought it would be, props to that and the fall of troy, those are real bands ( Read more... )

so ive been pretty busy lately. looking for roomates. working my ass off. and playing music of course. we had our show at st andrews and it was a blast playing on that stage ( Read more... )

the only shows that make sense are the upright citizens brigade and the andy milonakis show ( Read more... )

yea, so i think i found a place to live. its 450 a month and split in two is pretty easy. if you are a good frined of mine, or i at least know ya, and wanna maybe get a room with me for a year. lemme know. asap ( Read more... )