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Dec 22, 2003 13:44

I am so wiped out today. I feel like crawling in a hole or something. And I miss Ruby ( Read more... )

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heya sweetheart hartsandspades December 22 2003, 20:35:49 UTC
i know how you feel. i had a mid-midlife crisis while driving yesterday, being all "why do i listen to such angry music? why am i so unhappy all the time? why do i find such pleasure in sadness and depression? why do i wear black all the time?" and that sort of stuff, and it really freaked me out because for a good 20 minutes there, i completely lost sight of who i am. literally, i was like "who the fuck am i?" and most importantly "who do i want to be?". it totally freaked me out, so i made myself stop thinking about it because it really started to upset me. but what i'm saying is, i totally know where you're at right now, and i'm struggling with the same things right now. but i think we should just have some faith that everything will work itself out and if we all just focus on trying to be happy, things will be alright. :) ::hug:: miss ya kid.

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Re: heya sweetheart __500miles December 22 2003, 20:49:32 UTC
hey idk who you are but i ALWAYS make myself stop thinking because i always voer think everything and it gets really bad.

and i agree- everything will work itself out.

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Re: heya sweetheart hartsandspades December 23 2003, 06:01:09 UTC
yeah i definitely over analyze everything...but i'm trying to cut that out because it drives me inSANE.

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Re: heya sweetheart insult_to_irony December 22 2003, 22:57:35 UTC
Well I'm sorry you had to deal with that. Yeah. It's really tough though. And even though our problems are a bit different, they had the same impact on us. So I guess I'll just try to work it out. I miss you too.

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__500miles December 22 2003, 20:47:21 UTC
colin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg
i dont even know where to start
but i think i jinxed you
because i was like "you havent had a depressed entry in so long" and now you do :\
i need to cheer you up
im so sorry youre so sad
yea the news is fucking retarded
im so sick of it

listen to the mix i made you, maybe it'll help a little
i miss you too

please please please feel better colin <3333
i'll talk to you later

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insult_to_irony December 22 2003, 23:00:08 UTC
I'll try to feel better. And I listened to the entire mix today. And I think it did help.

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anonymous December 22 2003, 22:18:32 UTC
media in general is bullshit
everything is out there to cause controversy
o and for headaches
it works if you rub your temples slowly in circles while putting a little pressure on it
it should work after like a min
until it comes back 10 min later
and you get to rub your temples again
and if all else fails - ask to get tylonal (or maybe its tylenol?)(meh)from the nurse
sorry i cant spell for my life
hope your tomorrow doesnt involve the feeling of wanting to crawl in a hole or something
-the wishes-peaceful-thoughts-in-your-direction commenter

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insult_to_irony December 22 2003, 23:03:18 UTC
Thank you for all that. It helped. And you were right about the rubbing your temples when you have a headache. And hopefully things will be better tomorrow.

Colin

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anonymous December 23 2003, 03:25:56 UTC
glad i could help
also glad the rubbing the temple thing helped
its also relaxs you unbareably well
so yeah...
hmm
hope things get much better
and sorry to read about in your following entry you wanna slit your throat
hope you arent too serious - cause that would be horrible
and if life sux that much
then just make it better for yourself
pick your battles
and dont let things drag you down
wow... that probably makes no sense to what you are talking about
besides ... hmm whatever
im blabbing again.. i do that too often
happy holidays
- still-sending-happier-thoughts-in-your-dirrection commenter

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__500miles December 23 2003, 03:56:57 UTC
i agree with him/her

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