heya sweethearthartsandspadesDecember 22 2003, 20:35:49 UTC
i know how you feel. i had a mid-midlife crisis while driving yesterday, being all "why do i listen to such angry music? why am i so unhappy all the time? why do i find such pleasure in sadness and depression? why do i wear black all the time?" and that sort of stuff, and it really freaked me out because for a good 20 minutes there, i completely lost sight of who i am. literally, i was like "who the fuck am i?" and most importantly "who do i want to be?". it totally freaked me out, so i made myself stop thinking about it because it really started to upset me. but what i'm saying is, i totally know where you're at right now, and i'm struggling with the same things right now. but i think we should just have some faith that everything will work itself out and if we all just focus on trying to be happy, things will be alright. :) ::hug:: miss ya kid.
Re: heya sweetheartinsult_to_ironyDecember 22 2003, 22:57:35 UTC
Well I'm sorry you had to deal with that. Yeah. It's really tough though. And even though our problems are a bit different, they had the same impact on us. So I guess I'll just try to work it out. I miss you too.
colin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i dont even know where to start but i think i jinxed you because i was like "you havent had a depressed entry in so long" and now you do :\ i need to cheer you up im so sorry youre so sad yea the news is fucking retarded im so sick of it
listen to the mix i made you, maybe it'll help a little i miss you too
please please please feel better colin <3333 i'll talk to you later
media in general is bullshit everything is out there to cause controversy o and for headaches it works if you rub your temples slowly in circles while putting a little pressure on it it should work after like a min until it comes back 10 min later and you get to rub your temples again and if all else fails - ask to get tylonal (or maybe its tylenol?)(meh)from the nurse sorry i cant spell for my life hope your tomorrow doesnt involve the feeling of wanting to crawl in a hole or something -the wishes-peaceful-thoughts-in-your-direction commenter
Thank you for all that. It helped. And you were right about the rubbing your temples when you have a headache. And hopefully things will be better tomorrow.
glad i could help also glad the rubbing the temple thing helped its also relaxs you unbareably well so yeah... hmm hope things get much better and sorry to read about in your following entry you wanna slit your throat hope you arent too serious - cause that would be horrible and if life sux that much then just make it better for yourself pick your battles and dont let things drag you down wow... that probably makes no sense to what you are talking about besides ... hmm whatever im blabbing again.. i do that too often happy holidays - still-sending-happier-thoughts-in-your-dirrection commenter
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and i agree- everything will work itself out.
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omg
i dont even know where to start
but i think i jinxed you
because i was like "you havent had a depressed entry in so long" and now you do :\
i need to cheer you up
im so sorry youre so sad
yea the news is fucking retarded
im so sick of it
listen to the mix i made you, maybe it'll help a little
i miss you too
please please please feel better colin <3333
i'll talk to you later
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everything is out there to cause controversy
o and for headaches
it works if you rub your temples slowly in circles while putting a little pressure on it
it should work after like a min
until it comes back 10 min later
and you get to rub your temples again
and if all else fails - ask to get tylonal (or maybe its tylenol?)(meh)from the nurse
sorry i cant spell for my life
hope your tomorrow doesnt involve the feeling of wanting to crawl in a hole or something
-the wishes-peaceful-thoughts-in-your-direction commenter
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also glad the rubbing the temple thing helped
its also relaxs you unbareably well
so yeah...
hmm
hope things get much better
and sorry to read about in your following entry you wanna slit your throat
hope you arent too serious - cause that would be horrible
and if life sux that much
then just make it better for yourself
pick your battles
and dont let things drag you down
wow... that probably makes no sense to what you are talking about
besides ... hmm whatever
im blabbing again.. i do that too often
happy holidays
- still-sending-happier-thoughts-in-your-dirrection commenter
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