aww man, day was good until i looked at my stat grade. maybe i should have dropped that instead of physics...well, there's nothing i can do about it now :(

i'm opening the windows and blasting the music because its GORGEOUS outside and life is good! Time for life to slow down :) why be in a rush? life goes fast enough as it is. but i'm teaching myself to be more productive, so i dont know how that really equates, but oh well!!

man, today went fast. i stopped being productive so i think i should go to bed. we won our softball game tonight. and i'm glad they found wade, but something about the reports doesn't sit well with me. it just seems kinda screwy. but hopefully his parents can have closure now... anyway, i'm going to bed.

haha, i didnt realize it til rachel mentioned it this morning, but i think i'm having an ugly day too. i think i am going to have to listen to music for a bit and shake it out before i start my homework! i'll be better tonight.

i really hope i dont have what amanda has. good thing i'm going to rainy seattle!

eww, today is going to be long and i dont feel good :(

i'm a pretty open person. so if i dont talk about something, its probably because i dont feel the need to. the end.

school scares me :( and i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

oh i'm so frustrated. i'll be ready for friday night when i get to see my family and then fly out to seattle on saturday. everything is going good for me right now. except school. i've never really had this problem before college that i just absolutely struggled with school. the last time i've felt like my life was great was senior year of high ( Read more... )

well, after the convo today, i'm in the process of deleting my bad music. from my study skills class, i have learned that i have an external locus of control. which means i need motivation from others to get things done. but in college in order to be successful, you need to have an internal locus of control. now these have nothing to do with each ( Read more... )