i know that there are things that we havent told each other but we both know.. is between us. what i want to happen is to get it behind us. make a fresh start somewhere along the way.

i am so tired of hating you.

yesterday, we had just got back from church and apparently, my dad was going to use fathers day as reason enough to go into one of his sermons. resigned to my fate of listening to him for an hour or two (no exaggeration. they're that long!), i rolled my eyes in their sockets and primed myself to nod at the appropriate times while i was preparing ( Read more... )

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you can hold yourself back from the sufferings of the world, this is something that you are free to do and is in accordance with your nature, but perhaps precisely this holding back is the only suffering that you might be able to avoid.

i stare out into the open expanse before me and focus specifically at the banana colored sky. i strain my eyes a bit more and get that heady feeling of vertigo that makes my mind swim and my eyes cross. at this state, the images double and i laugh at myself, lost in this world of twos. two planes fly overhead and i can feel someone’s eyes burn ( Read more... )

when one thing leads to another.

early morning
atomikai sent me a message yesterday at 3:48 am! the pink wig has definitely gotten you into my good graces. i was actually grinning like an idiot when i read that text message. ^^ thank you.
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morningi did the laundry this morning and finally got that stain off th.. er.. nevermind ( Read more... )

when words become hollow things that house lesser truths, i will find you.
when ills bring tears and death reaches out and tear at us, i will seek you out.
when my memory fails and i cannot recall the scent of your embrace, i will sing the thought of you a lullaby and rock you to sleep in my arms._________________________________ ( Read more... )

here we stand, arm in arm. a pathetic sight. my body old and feeble.. no more than four feet high. my skin hanging from my bones like drapes left for ages.. gathering dust.. becoming brittle. my eyes have lost their glow and, i fear, in a few weeks time, perhaps sight as well ( Read more... )