bein back

[intercult]

i wasn't sure if i should go out tonight beacause I really didn't get enough work done at all today, I don't know why I was just so unproductive, at least I'm not really worried about it yet

Comments

[yetiyetiyeti]

yeah i know what you mean.....i think its cause most people are just kind of empty. they dont care about a bigger picture about life, or it just doesnt worry them to think about it
so they think about the little things. and its nice to stay grounded with the little things, like where you went to dinner last night or the color of your new fucking nike dunks cause its gratifying, immediately (shallowly) and easily. just it doesnt work for people like us, because its not something sensual or meaningful. which, lets face it, usually just occurs in art
real life can't be that perfect, no one is superhuman and its fucking HARD to find someone youre mentally compatable with

[hearitlow]

i know we talked about this earlier but who do you feel like you always have a shit load of stuff to talk about and like, you have a great conversation. and also...whoever it is, did you always feel like that with this person? or at first did you like, have to build up to it? Like, i know for me, when you and I started hanging out, it was like immediately we had shit to talk about. But sometimes it doesn't happen right away so i have these like template questions and i just ask them and keep asking them questions and eventually we find something to talk about that we're equally interested, but like..if it never gets better than maybe they're just boring or whomever it is you dont have like a good connection.

[rexregina]

lynna, i think you are brilliant and that you do have many things to say. you are smart AND funny. either everybody else sucks, or you just need to try being more confident in yourself (which is obviously more easily said than done)