"How easily I forget that this is meaningless"

[internalalchemy]

She has me smiling. She has me wondering. She makes me feel amazing, and I don't know if it's real. She tells me she is unable to release her heart. And I agree. She doesn't see much, that it hurts me. I'll go along, what kind of friend would I be (if I didn't). She is precious. And I can't beleive she talks to me. but ,I don't want time to

Comments

[malis_bonalis]

holy crap you're amazing

"how easily i forget that this is meaningless"
its not meaningless, you mean so much to me JP

[thickerthanh2o]

it was good to see ya today, jason

[____w3rd]

who's the lucky girl?

[xscreamingroses]

a girl!?!!?! yay!!

LOVE<333

[deth_awaits_you]

this girl is an amazing girl JP. I know this. Remember to look at all the positives you have with her, all the great times, the friendship. Look at all the good you have, and be thankful for it. Don't dwell on your dreams, for that will only cause you pain. Look at how great your relationship is with her, how you have a friend that every guy wishes he had.

You're a great kid Jason. She knows it, we all know it. Whatever it is she's doing, its probably for the best.

And most of all, remember that Christ the lord has his reasons for manipulating our lives. Its all in his will.