As bad as I am, I'm proud of the fact that I'm worse than I seem.

[interrupted21]

It's almost 11 and I can't sleep. As I was lying down tonight, I suddenly remembered, again, that I have therapy tomorrow. I immediately started coming up with all sorts of logical excuses reasons not to go. They're all still floating around, on top of this intense fear of doing anything to make myself better. But almost two years later, and all I'

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[k7point5]

I will be thinking about you tomorrow.

I actually think about you all the time :) In the most non creeper way possible, of course.

[sladdis]

I think of both of you almost every day. Not too creepily, either

[k7point5]

aww! I love you girls.

[icantthinkitup]

hey, I got a shrink recently too and for lesser reasons. I'm quite enjoying it, actually, and finding it very helpful and only moderately awkward (not the interaction itself, just the stigma of being IN therapy). I'm here if you want to compare notes.

[sladdis]

Subdued anger is the angriest anger.

I'm sorry about that whole some days feeling like he was never part.

That must feel very very weird.