We were at the library and shes sittin there saying o my gosh this kid wont leave me alone! he comes n crys to me EVERY nite on the phone and its dumb! shes like if nething i should be the one crying to him not him crying to me.. and shes like saying how u needa get over her and stuff then her and Shakira met theses 3 guys and i guess everyone was ( Read more... )

well this is it im tired of tryn im just gona wait things out...things arent that bad i guess..im happy realy with other things in my life so go me

shelby split up with me....if you dont know already....
not realy for bad reasons....but hurts none the less to be so close to her still....
its not like i dont want to be but im confused by it

anyways....ive been writeing a lot of music..not realy shure if ill share any yet but its helped i guess...
blah...
until tomrow

well lets see was gona go out tonight with erika...but she didnt call but w/e..

umm well earlier gwen and her came over so i guess thats cool..umm

tomrow me and marky are hanging out then later possibly with shelby hmm

i realy hope my life continues to cheer up idk its very blah

hey well lets see im gona do something realy special tomrow..i hope things work out with it it means a lot to me idk i hope ..i guess thats all i can do

well lets see .. today will be a big day in my life possibly..only realy one person knows why
and other than that id like to thank erika for takeing me out yesterday to lunch it was nice to get out and talk to her ..i realy dont that much anymore..hmm ill update more later im lazy

god i love her so much and i know she loves me i mean she told me so like 5 minutes ago..
i hope she sees that i care more than anyone will ever i mean cmon i will give my life for her idk

i hope things work out i realy hope

well things have been realy hard latley
alot of things goin on with ppl its hard to understand why but i suport her nomatter what...

but i also lost my well "other mom" today she lived to share one more birthday with me im glad to she passed how she wanted to ...love you forever dorthy...RIP

all this is to hard

gahh back to school
today wasnt the greatest
its still hard for me
i hope things work out though
i realy want them to
id do anything to make them to
but anways im off not to much to type...

I LOVE YOU....

i had a realy good day with you
you make me so happy
you mean the world to me right now...

but whats going on realy
whats the deal
i love you

idk :/