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can we last through the winter
the water’s starting to freeze
the only one who remembers
taking the wrong step falling in front of me
this body’s already aging
these nights are already long
and if I last through the winter I swear to you now, I wont call
congratulations, go home now
will we last through the winter
will we make it to see
I never wanted a partner
and I never loved you
now you are free to leave
this heart is already frozen
I can't remember to thaw
and if I last through the winter
I swear to you now, I won't call
congratulations, go home now
it's too late it's too late
they won't let go
I’ve followed five foot steps through that open door, open door
it's too late its too late
they won't let go
I’ve followed five foot steps through that open door, open door
it must be buried under the heart
that makes this place persistent
you'll find in time, the gate's been open and
I’ve been wondering, if you'd been real with us
it’s too late...
it's too late it's too late
they won't let go
I’ve followed five foot steps through that open door, open door
it's too late its too late
they won't let go
I’ve followed five foot steps through that open door, open door
start stop and go
you've been dying for, you've been dying for
so ive had a ok getting worse day. it seems to progress very quickly.
so i woke up this morning. i felt sickies.
then i started talking to my mom about her trip.. and it turns out she decided shes gunna take her car and leave it in PHX while shes gone!!
WTF. i had sooo many plans for while they were gone. basically all with my baby chris. but thats when i need the car the mostest.
the movie night is still on of course.
but i wanted chris to be there. ALOT.
= (
so i said to my mom this morning "what happends if jessica is out and on the other side of town and something happens to sushi and i have no car to get her to the vet?"
she looked at me and said that she was gunna try to find another way.
desperate times call for desperate measures.
i didnt want to make her worry abot sushi because i think that she will be okies while they are gone. but i wanted the car so bad.
<3
i talkededed to chris already about my mom and the car situation. and he said we will figure something out.
my parents dont leave for another two weeks so who knows what will happen.
anyways. i took a nap today and had a silly dream.
the dream was that better off dead was playing a show at rialto and i was in the front row with trish. hehe we we were having fun and rocking out and stuff and the girl on the other side of me decided to say really loud. " man, that lead singer is hot!. i wonder what his name is" and i looked at her and i was like " his name is chris" shes was like "wow, he is so hot..id like to get with him..i wonder if he is single" and looked at her and said " no he's not single his girlfriend is here" and shes like on really where.." and i was like right in front of you" and shes like " YOU? you're his girlfriend...pfft..he'd look better with me"...and then basically i kicked the shit out of her. <3 it was funny.
i was very much amused when i woke up.
ive been so lazy today. i just dont know...blah.
anywayssss. i wanna thankies chelsea for giving me that red eye pass. chris and i are gunna use it on thursday! <3
you + me + le buzz = Very Much Needed
basically even though this day has been shitty. i'll just sit here and think about chris. and it always brings a smile to my face.
how did i ever get so lucky. <3
anyways im gunna go..do..something.
peace peoples.
R.I.C.(rest in colorado)- Peter Price. I'm Gunna Fucking Miss You So Bad You Have No Idea. Im Calling You A LOT! So Be Prepared.