i will try to type as best as possible. my whole body is shaking, i can't control it. i am scared. i am scared. i need to throw up, i need to sleep, i need to be able to breathe. fine for the most part but after the nights hang outs, when i come home alone, i have nothing to think of but the mess. the mess he has made of me, the mess i allowed to ( Read more... )

foo fighters = awesome ( Read more... )

and i know more than he ever thought i'd find out, more than i ever thought possible. and in the end, i am the decent person, the one with the most faith. i am the best thing that he'll never have.

oh my goodness, where to begin ( Read more... )

just got back from lunch with my nana. yummy, it was as good as ever ( Read more... )

"all the best deceptions, and the clever cover story awards go to you...kiss me hard, cause this will be the last time that i let you ( Read more... )

barry donegan in some weird way is partially a savior to me. he always knows the things i need to know, and helps me with his wisdom.

yes and i cannot wait to be in california.

and this...

I'M SUEING BACK!!!!! yes i can, and this is great.

yeah yeah, i know i said i wasn't going to post again, but i have crazy news ( Read more... )

“How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave 'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Take a look at me now, 'cos ( Read more... )

for about a little over a year in my life i was saved, truly saved from all the bad things in the world...besides my one bad habit ( Read more... )