After several years (yes years) of considering it, I made a giant leap on Sunday night. A triangle. My first genital piercing. I can feel it now, tugging a bit while I sit and I wonder how long until I feel like wearing those tight jeans again. It was incredible, intense, frightening, unnerving, and empowering. Reclaiming my sexual self. I ( Read more... )

Moving day has come and gone now and I'm seconds away from rewarding myself with a pedicure. I left one comfortable steady place and moved into two studios that I'll share with other people from time to time (but not at the same time!). It's tough to fill them with my own energy, though I think I started that process today in both places. One ( Read more... )

Never comes in controlled little bits and pieces at times when you can handle it. No, it comes in large waves full of debris that knock you down while you're focussed on other stuff. Maybe even while you're just bobbing in the ocean, enjoying yourself ( Read more... )

The weekend of Pilates-all-Pilates is finished now. And I celebrated with a pedicure - much much needed. And I had good reason to celebrate - I pulled off a 95 on the written exam and an 83 on the practical exam. From what I heard, an 83 was very good, and I'm happy with it. I knew that part would be tough for me ( Read more... )

I am currently working hard at believing I can do this. Three more days of classes this time, including an exam, then another four day extravaganza in January. And hours and hours and hours of work and constant reminders that I am not 25 anymore. Or 30. Or 40. And yet I really like the work and how it makes me feel. And I think I can share ( Read more... )

that when packing is on my list of things to do, I completely lack all focus and ability to make a decision?

that begins with your mouth wide open, virtually fisted by not one, but two hands, while Regis and Kelly talk nonsense in the background. There is something about the mid-part of a day spent in abundant pleasure with a sexy girl. And an evening spent with some quiet time packing for a long weekend of new adventures ( Read more... )

It's dark and grey out today and it makes me want to stay curled in bed. But that's not likely to happen - there's no calling in sick for me. A down side of self-employment I guess. I think it may be one of those days when I have to remember the upside. Like taking off for long weekends fairly often, having great clients who work with me when I ( Read more... )

In the middle part of a day full of dull, uninteresting things, I am taking the time to open this account. Does this count as an interesting thing to do ( Read more... )