Looking around me, I see many things. 
Listening, I hear many views. 
Alive, I see and make many choices. 
In a conversation, I was presented with a very direct, and different, train of thought. The person I was talking with grew up in a harder life than easier one I've had the privilage of having. They insisted to start thinking where to go with my ( Read more... )

the Delta Tau Sigma class tomorrow.
 Apparently-obviously- Henderson knows what's going to be said and I think I need it. I know I need something.

--Rebecca

Even in my darkest hour I will believe.
I believe.
And  when my faith it seems so small
Even in my darkest hour...
I will believe
Mainstay

 Oh man. 
I'm so tired of all this. This drama. This frustration. This fallible logic we call reason.
Reason has yet to get me what is a priority. Not grades- no not understanding. Well, yes somewhat. But it has created more doubt. More faith with myself than in my God. 
I pray to be humbled. I pray to be broken. I pray that truth may be revealed ( Read more... )

Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis
I’m looking for wisdom in all the wrong places
But still want to laugh in disappointed faces
You can’t help me
Blinded by these

Heroes and Thieves at my door
I can’t seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I’ve figured it out
Well darlin' it’s you I’m without.

What I am lacking.

 I am the expected
The slowly and easily brought down
All the thoughts compacted
into what has been said around
I am the failure, 
I am the real smile you see in the hall
I am on fire, 
for what I can tell.
I pass and pass
And fail and fail
Expectations are dropped
And I fight to build them up.
I am in the middle
I am you.

"Keep Out" the chain linked fence said. The aluminum sign clanged against the metal links in the heavy breeze. Wind rushed through the trees of the protected forest and chilled the night air. Suddenly, as starlight filtered between wisps of clouds, light was reflected from a pair of eyes lurking in the shadows.
He knew he shouldn't be there but, ( Read more... )

I'll never look back.

Life is proving to be more adventure-some than I gave credit. And apparently everything I write in english is "Awk" hilarious.

God, show me where you need me to go. Help me to be that inspiration I believe you're calling me to be. I submit, for once and for all.

Wake to the sound of amazing grace ( Read more... )

...that things have to move on?

why is hindsight more helpful than foresight, but comes much too late?

why do things have to be the way they are,

even if life is better than what it used to be

-- minus some incredibly important people?

Just a thought I had yesterday after talking to Daniel...
--Rebecca

Sooo.......I got a car!
It's amazing and I love it.
Sadly I don't get my liscense 'till the 27th.

*Swivels in chair* WOOT. I must inform the world. 
just kidding. only like three friends know.