Updating the ej-jay doesn't give me the same pleasure that it used to. Maybe I'm just finally starting to realize that my life really is too lame to update about. I don't know ( Read more... )

Excuse me..

( I need to rant )

I didn't think I'd have to go through the pain this time. I didn't think I'd have to cry this time. I thought things would be different this time. I thought everything would be okay, even if it really wasn't. I thought that, even though I've been in this situation before, it wouldn't turn out like the rest. But you know what.. it always does. There ( Read more... )

Definitely skipped school today. I woke up and got ready. Laid down for 10 mins until I had to leave. Decided I wanted to go in late. So I slept until 8:45. Woke up and decided I just didn't want to go at all. So I rolled over and went back to sleep. Stupid Sarah called my house looking for me earlier and was like "well, is she coming to school ( Read more... )

Went to Richmond with Emily yesterday. It never fails that we always spend money we don't have when we're together. Oh well. It's still all in good fun. I'm going to miss her so much when she leaves on Sunday. Seriously. What am I going to do without her? I've spent almost every day with her. I will be lost. Just like I was at the end of the summer ( Read more... )

Well HAPPY FUCKIN' NEW YEAR, BITCHES ( Read more... )

Happy New Years Eve
to all of you.

I wish I could spend it with you ♥♥

I need to go to the doctor and get this checked out. I keep getting a piercing pain at the back of my neck lately. Like, right at the bottom of my head. The pain shoots up through my head and it gets really painful above my eyes. They always told me that it was because I needed to wear my glasses, but they never did help. Now its just getting worse ( Read more... )

But I'm just this bored.

( Do it, Doug )

Sunday night I went to Emily's for a few hours. We sat and talked the whole time. Josh B. called & I told him I didn't want to meet him and have sex. I wanted to hang out for awhile. He said he'd call me Monday. Haven't heard from him since. I really don't care ( Read more... )