last night was a lot of fun. drinking with some good people, going skinny dipping, making videos of gahlliger singing his version of I believe I can fly, and awhole bunch of crazy shit. but around 4 sean started freaking out and then the night got kinda eh not so good after that. but fuck yea for last night. cassie you must send me the pictures.

Bury Your Dead was the shit tonight. fucking I got the mic a few times during my favorite bury your dead so that was the shit. That is the second best show I've ever been to and I might go and see As Cities Burn and Maylene and the sons of disaster tommorow so if I go to that that should be the shit as well. I almost passed out during bury your ( Read more... )

the past few days have been alright. this is gay that summer is almost over though and my dads being an asshole for no reason and just took my phone again and then he starts being a dick to me when I ask why he took my phone.

fuck, I really needed today. I fucking love you cassie. I really needed to see you. I'm offically out of my a bad mood. It was good chillen with you tonight and drinking like old times. if you move I'm going to be very mad at you niggerface. fucking ah, I'm in such a good mood, I haven't been in this good of a mood in so long. fuck yes for some ( Read more... )

somethings happen to my mood from the time I went to bed early this morning and woke up in the afternoon. I don't know what changed it, but I don't like this mood. I wana go out of my house and do something so that maybe my mood gets better but theres not much of anything to do.

so today I had to go to fucking church in order to get a ride to fernandina and when I got there I basically just got ditched then had to wait an hour and half for people to get downtown which sucked. then ontop of that I learn that my number twelve cd "put on your rosey red glasses" got broken because someone sat on it. so today was kind of a ( Read more... )

well today was uh, alright I guess. today my parents got a big screen tv for free because the dude was too lazy to fix the shit. so all we gotta do is pay 200 to get this little circut board fixed and it's ours. I've been doing a lot of thinking again lately and I hate that shit but I guess thats what happens when I haven't gotten trashed in what ( Read more... )

I need a god damn ciggerate. I haven't had a ciggerate all day.

fucking, god damn. I need to get out of camden for a few days again. go back down to fernandina or something. and fuck this being confused bullshit.

so shit is still all confusing but tommorow shit will be known for sure. and I fucking hate god damn shrinks. but I may get put on aderol because of teh shrink so that will make things all better. well not really all better but a little better.

shit keeps getting worse and worse. fuckin I'm gonna kill someone.