I know, there are waaay too many entries for one day.

I CAN'T figure out why the hell I even bother anymore. He makes me feel terrible sometimes. Even though I'm fine right now, he's being a real asshole.

I really need to talk to someone. But I know if I call, I'll just sit there and stay silent because no one gets it anymore..so I sound like a complete ass when I try to get random stuff off my mind.

And I'm so, so sick of looking weak.

I can't take this anymore, but I'm not going to dial a phone number.

It wasn't as bad as I thought it was. I ate a huge variety in food, but in portions, as I've learn to finally control myself so I won't be dying later ( Read more... )

I can always tell we're suffering/loving the holiday season when my mom buys new stuff in masses...or I'm sitting here, writing to you dressed--but I know I have to change anyway. Lol, yes, I'm not ready for dinner-which should be lunch ( Read more... )

I think there's always that one person in your life that you've always wanted to be close to..the one you can talk to about anything and feel like you're understood; not judged or looked at like, "What the hell are you thinking about this for ( Read more... )

School was pretty cool. I didn't want to go home and waste the WHOLE break, so I followed Amanda and Tyler home..we just chilled at her house. Lol, her brother Nicko bashed me, complimented my breasts (what's new--he's 10), and he spit jello on my jeans. Lol, it's all good though. Manda had to go to her Dad's, so her mom took Tyler and I home. I ( Read more... )

I feel like writing..but I'm not really sure what to say ( Read more... )

Owwie.

Rabid fucking beast that bit me...the dog.

Alright, you fucking cunt. You obviously are in need of MUCH attention, so this entry is dedicated to you, only--not to Tyler ( Read more... )

Aww..our Tywer is tawentedd ( Read more... )