i hate how when i go to find a number in my address book; that i can't find their name. i can't find their name because their name doesn't exist. i can't remember people's names anymore. when i search through my phone book i can only recognise a few people but i don't know 95% ot them ( Read more... )

although the majority of people have been great; the ones closer to home haven't. three people who i considerred close friends and who all said that they'd be there for me - have abandoned me since i told them that i was gay. now i know what their true intentions were. knowing that they'd all had feelings for me - finally telling them the truth as ( Read more... )

"while we regret that the present is not like the past and despair of its ever becoming the future; we lie in wait for their meaning ( Read more... )

Oh my good God. All that I can say about the Sigur Rós concert is that it was too perfect. Unbelievable. Beyond words. The best gig I have ever been to. Better than Silverchair, better than the last time that I saw them, better than every single gig that I've ever been to put together.

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This very minute one year ago today; I was with Neil. It was the time I'd ever ran away to be with him; or any one else.

A year ago; the three most hardest words to say would have been 'I love you'. Now it's 'I miss you'.

I've been granted a photopass for Bloc Party at Brixton Academy next weekend. But this is providing that I can get hold of a couple of tickets.

London tomorrow! It's been too long.