apparently i'm too much to deal with

i'm depressed and absolutely disgusted with myself.

I WASN'T PREPARED FOR WHAT I CAME TO SEE:TRANSLUCENT SPHERES OF ETERNITY FLOATING ABOVE WAVES OF EMOTIONAL DARKNESS. UNBELIEVABLE SPINNING BUOYANCY. THREE-DIMENSIONAL NOISE ENCIRCLES MY FRAGILE WRISTS; AN IMAGE OF SWEATING BODIES & RACING HEARTS MELTING TOGETHER IN FRICTION COMES TO MIND. A SURGE OF ECSTASY TRAVELS SILENTLY THROUGH MY VEINS. ( Read more... )

OH GOD.
i just don't fucking know anymore.
i never did.

i honestly don't know what i'd do without you.


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i'm in love with her.

i can't.

school.
life.
people.
myself.

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i'm morbidly obese.