after 17 short years of not having a boyfriend....the saga continues. I have been stuck in a rutt when it comes to guys since as far back as i can remember. not one relationship has seemed to go right. so now after testing the waters with a few different boys, i feel used. just in general. well just by the boys who i have wasted my time with. after ( Read more... )

interesting night ( Read more... )

so i was sick for a couple weeks. i thought i had mono and i dont. i got some huge pills that i should be taking but i feel better already so im not gonna take them anymore. now im in my recovering phase, and it sucks. i sleep too much. i dont have anything to do during the days so i just sleep in as late as i can, and thats bad. i couldnt go to ( Read more... )

im sweating balls. five minutes ago i was freezing. today at work i sat in the corner next to a space heater, drank juice boxes and blew my nose. then when i got home i feel asleep. i slept through my class, and didnt turn in my essay. i was suppose to go visit katie tonight, but there was no way i was going to be able to survive in the cold ass ( Read more... )

in less then 24 hours, I will be completly finished at glenbard south and im still not sad about it. i dont think it has hit me yet. i have school tonight though. who goes to school twice a day? thats just crazy. i was 45 min late to my final this morning, cause i was up until 330 working a paper for my class tonight. i was going to write a nice ( Read more... )

"these are a few of my favorite things ( Read more... )

im at work right now. its a holiday, banks arent suppose to be open on holidays. or sundays. my bank is open on sundays too. ive been at work since 645 AM. that is way too early for my body to make itself get out of bed and function properly. so instead i dragged myself to work and have been avoiding customers as much as possible. im on the home ( Read more... )

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live journal, im sorry to have neglected you so much lately. its my computer. its really been getting on my nerves. viruses are taking over and i have little to no control of it anymore ( Read more... )

im suppose to be against this thing cause it deleted my last entry. I am also suppose to be writing a paper write now, but im not. Its not so much a paper as it is a story, and i have so many ideas, i just cant seem to make them sound right together. I cant make them flow. And Its a really good plot and i dont want my lack of flow to ruin my story ( Read more... )