i never realized how hard it is to maintain a 4.0 somedays i wonder why i even try, especially when everything turns to shit. Working and school is wearing me down, i want so badly to not be sober but i know that will fuck up everything i've worked so hard for these past few months. Tomorrow will be a better day. I must sleep now and repeat the ( Read more... )

It's going to happen again i fear, another one of the great bands is going to have a sharp decline in quality music. The Spill Canvas is on TRL with their latest addition to an array of meaningful lyrics. I'm going to buy all their old albums and then download this newest one. I advise you all to do the same. I really hate mtv and what it does to ( Read more... )

sprials are no longer trendy ( Read more... )

If i haven't said it enough, i'm going to say it again! I LOVE MY JOB ( Read more... )

If i were to tell you)

"Gotta dig in
Gasmasks on
Wait in the sunshine overhead
If this is living, sakes alive
Well then we can't win, no one survives

Is everyone afraid?
You should be ashamed
Apocalyptic screams mean nothing to the dead
Kiss your little son to know all there is
C'mon, last call!
You should want it all!"

I am the responsible one, once again. It took me long enough to train self-control but again i will be the one who pulls things together.

i bet you if i re-read all of my entries i would probaly want to fix all my grammatical errors, and if said changes were made i would probably hate myself for correcting all said changes.

..breaking news bullentin in...****if i commented you this morning or messaged you and said some sort of random shit i apolgize i was severley drunk this morning so pay no attention...****

So many things have happened recently. My proudest moment was carving two candy canes with the executive chef. I was a little nervous about doing this because we needed the ice and i had no previous expernice. But once i started doing it, it just felt natural. Chef said that i can carve with him anytime i have free time and there is ice. My class ( Read more... )

so i was just searching random music and i stumbled into atreyu's album called suicide notes and butterfly kisses. I had wrote a poem in my paper journal with that line exactly and i had no previous knowledge of that album. I find it funny the way everything is being said and done. Thats not the first time that has happened before with teeth came ( Read more... )