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[intrigue_me425]

i have so much to say that i can't think of a single thing to type...but i'm about to explode so i have to at least give it a try. i feel like i'm dead. it feels like my insides are rotting out and my heart is being ripped out. i just made the second biggest mistake of mu life and somehow I know that this blow is going to be with me for the rest of

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[bloodsplatradio]

Next time you see Mark, can you tell him that I'm trying to get Against Me! to play the CKD concert in february....(I emailed them already, and they gave me their booking agent's phone number and email address).

[animegamer183]

Hmm, perhaps I am partially to blame, ignoring the feelings, and thoughts inside to talk about all this before something happened, but oh no, just letting myself be engulfed in my own selfish ambitions, and just doing whatever it takes to get myself by for the moment. wow, what a bad person I am. and after knowing what had happened before all this, why did I not try to fucking stop it? I was so angry with myself later on, especially when I know there are such better things out there, that I wouldnt trade a night for any of that shit for. I'm such a fool. I wonder why I always dwell on the past? whats done is done, why cant I just let it be that way? I sometimes wonder if memories are a joy, or a curse. Lets just hope I have more self control over my concience in the future, for both of our sakes, of course that goes for you too. :-P