Things don't change and I'm still in the middle. I'm very intent on listening in on my mother's phone conversation. Even though I strongly disagree with the things she believes, it's interesting that she could feel so passionately about something that I don't really don't find logical. I suppose that's why there are so many disputes and war. Our ( Read more... )

I don't really understand why the direct link doesn't work. But it doesn't. Dear world: I'm pretty now. I know that doesn't matter but I'd like to say it.

It's been forever. Years. Literally. I actually thought that I had deleted this. But I decided that tonight I needed something like this to just say something. Even if no one reads, that's okay. I just need to pretend that I have someone to talk to. I just don't really like being the only all the time. The girls hardly understand what that's like. ( Read more... )

Quite a repitoire there. Tired doesn't cut it anymore. Bring out the horror movies.

Changes and updates. Breathe in. There's no reason to freak out. Take control.

It's a good thing I don't have sentimental bone in my body. Otherwise I might be really weird and depressed. Why shouldn't I want movies to have fun fast interesing plots? It's what any girl would want. More song! (Bring them out like grapes please. Or cheese crackers). Commericals, pfff ( Read more... )

Everyone is very silly. This thing is very silly. Vestiage of a former life. Reading old diaries, hmmm, I wonder if I'll still have them when I'm older. It can't get more standard than that.

Exams are over...yay. Except oddly, I don't feel as relieved as I thought I would. Probably b/c my calender is still really full. I should probably grow up soon, then things would be much better. Much better.

Don't ya just hate when vacations get ruined? At least I still have the man in the moon...

Even bad people deserve a little courtesy. There might be no God, or religion or politics or righteousness in humanity for certain, but there is good. A basic sense of wrong. One could uphold these senses, or implore impulsive judgement. But either way, I guess it doesn't matter. The only appropriate thing for such a somber mood would be the best ( Read more... )