*lays down on floor and curls into a ball*mmmhmmm...*snore*
Not only was today busy with people...but I got very lil sleep xD
BOOM!! Teehees, now you're dead ;P *shakes head, den giggles* ANYWAY! So today was hectic. Let me explain in my ever detailed, ever organized way xP
I understand it!: Jessy came up last night at about midnight and spent the night. YAY!! *claps wildly* Well, she was SUPPOSE to spend the night, but it was more like "3 hours talk to mom n dad, teach lil sister Korean 'til 6, THEN sleep over" Mwahaha-I is an evil little 16 year old, am I not?? xD No, she was actually the one who wanted to keep going n get through lesson one. Which I couldn't really complain about cuz I wanted to get as much in with her as possible before it goes back to me going off on my own with her instruction through email >.<' So, we spent 3 or so hours going over whatever she felt was important from lesson one in her book as well as from her own tutoring. The only thing I'm terribly struggling with is stacking the sounds *hides so an certain older sister can't glower at me* I'm sry Jessy!! It still kinda confuses me! I look at our notes and I can read them...but I'm just kinda like, "ok...so how did she get that again??" n I try to explain it to myself ^^; So do you think you could send instructions on how to stack them with the rest of the vowels and such?? It would be greatly appreciated :D Anyways, I'm on my way to learning another language *claps a few times* We were cracking up laughing about how inventive these people can be when they're taking an English word into their language, but I think a good portion of that had to do with sleep deprivation xD Teehees. I'm so going into Spanish 2 next year n writing Mekshiko on the bored in Korean, then English underneath just to see wa Mr. McCullough(sp?) would say *giggles* Now, those of you who know me personally, don't get me wrong-I still completely intend to finish my Jap. studies. I'm just taking a break from that right now to help Jessy n seize an opportunity to add another language to my books. THE JAP. ISN'T DEAD YET!! *cackles wickedly as I hug my Jap. workbook n dictionary* o.o
Eeeer-why?: We lay down at about 6ish in the morning finally, but I don't think I actually fell asleep 'til about an hour n a half later >.<' Ok, how I go to sleep: I start to think about something as if I were watching a tv show-making up the lines n wa's happening as I go...somehow that helps me start to dream, so I fall asleep. I was comfortable beyond comfortable, but for some reason I just did NOT want to stop thinking through this lil event I had going on (is it weird to say I was curious to see how it'd turn out?? o.o). Eventually I did just pass out, only to wake up again at 11. I can't even fully remember how I woke up...I think Jessy did something cuz I distinctly remember looking at the clock n saying, "It's not 2 yet!" (told her if I wasn't up by 2 to wake me up) But the only thing I remember after that is seeing Chris n Kathy come into the house then having Jonny ontop of me *tap chin trying to remember how that happened* I think there was a time difference between those two, but I started to doze off in between so it seemed like it happened one right after the other. I had to get up after that just because I would have felt bad falling asleep again when so many people were over. So more against my will than anything, I got up.
A walk: Chris said he wanted to go back to the pond to check out how the bass n such were doing and asked if I wanted to come, so I did. At first just to keep myself awake, but I ended up enjoying myself ^-^ WE FOUND A HEADLESS MUSKRAT!!For a second I was like, "OMFG THAT IS AMAZING!! *laugh laugh laugh*"-but then my nature loving side with a strong distaste for any unnecessary violence towards animals kicked in and I felt bad for the lil guy. Dad just told me he thinks it was a baby :( I've just convinced myself that they're tearing up the pond, it was needed. And actually, that's the complete truth!...still *thinks of the lil guy floating on its back all bloated and covered in bugs*..aww...ANYWAY! Chris explained quite abit to me on our lil walk-how you can tell the difference between baby bass and baby bluegill, he pointed out a turtle hidden in the pond, explained wa a river carp is-then pointed one out, it was great :) I get kicks outta learning lil things like that, don't judge me ;P teehees. We did plan on going mushroom hunting later-but we got kinda side tracked once we came back up.
Finally! Some pics!: When we came back up Chris had to go back to their apartment for something n then get on the computer for abit, so I decided (if I could find some batteries for it), I'd go out and take some pictures for DA. First I helped Jessy unload some of the stuff in her car, but then I headed back to the pond feeling triumphant that I had battery power! YET, I knew it wasn't going to last long e.e I could only find one new battery while the other ones were on the verge of death, so though it said I had full battery at the moment-HA! I knew that could change in a second! *snaps* Regrettably, that caused me to kinda rush, so not very many of my pics turned out good >.> I had three definite DA ones, but the rest are debatable and up for some fixing on PSE or something like that. Ah, it kinda made me sad.
Geeky n proud: *switches to present tense dramatically*I come back up after I've pretty much sucked all the life that I could out of the batteries to find everyone out on the porch just chillin in the cool summer air. I go into the house, I'm in the mist of loading the pictures onto the computer when Lizzie comes home and goes out to join them on the porch, I can hear Chris talking now-...I felt pretty bad that I was the only one not out there. Thankfully the pictures didn't take long and I was out giggling at Jonny's reaction to the grass with the rest of my family. He tried to crawl on it to get to Lizzie's cell phone, but he couldn't decide wa to think about it-so he just started to whine for Kathy xD It was so cute! Well, we all came in and somehow that ended up in a debate over whether to watch Fired Up to laugh or Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix to catch ppl up. Harry ended up winning do to Jessy's persistence on the subject while Lizzie gave up quickly in the beginning *giggles* I was more than happy to watch it, though, not just because I love the movies, but because that's the only one of them I haven't seen. LOVED the movie-absolutely amazing :D *two thumbs up* I really need to read those! I've read the first book but the drag of the second one kinda killed it for me -_-' Hey, there's a mission for this summer-read the Harry Potter books! mwahahaha-that's a plan *puts it at the top of my reading list* Ok, anyway, SIRUS-NOOOO!!! LIVE!! *cries* why did he have to die?!?! *sniffle sniffle* Hold on, another rant is in here somewhere *clears throat*...SEVERUS I LOVE YOOOOOOOOU!! Bwah, I've been a Snape fan from the beginning! Even when everyone thought he was evil *scowls at you nonbelievers in his amazingness* And now that I've actually SEEN wa James did to him, it makes even it sadder *clings to Snapes leg* It's ok, you're the one who won in the who "life" thing-right?? :D *slaps myself for that terrible/bad joke* teehees
Everyone kinda went home after that o.o And yet I haven't gone to bed *taps chin on how that's possible* Apparently updating my DA n this entry are more important than my sanity *feels the pull of sleep tugging on my eye lids* aaaaah, no! I shall stay awake n accomplish something! Bleh.
Several real quick updates!:
1.) I've now lead all my DA friends here in order to read my enteries! HIIIII GUYS!! *waves like a dork* I hope you figured out wa a cut is o.o No, I was not making a joke on myself there-it's really called an "Lj cut" For those who like to write long entries xP
2.)I know why I was the way I was when Jake came over!! It's a girly time!! That's probably why I've been so self-conscious the last few days *relieved that it was just cuz girly things messing with my head* ^-^ mwahaha-sry, Jake's the only one who would know wa I'm referring to by "the way I was"-if he got this far into the entry anyway *pats his head for the attempt* teehees. Speaking of Jake:
3.) I think I've figured out why I was so obsessed with having a "healthy, normal" relationship with him. Two things: One, the last time I did my own thing with the relationship I got 2 years of an asshole who made me feel like crap and I let him...could be a link to wanting a "typical" relationship. And two, therapy and my pills. Everything got so much easier and better when I became "like normal" with the meds. and my therapist is suppose to help me handle things "normally" and I'm very content and proud of the outcomes for both. So if I had a "normal" relationship, I would be happy with it too. Now that I kinda understand these two points I realize they're bogus n I'm going to stop worrying about stupid stuff like how I can't see us fighting (he can't either-he even sat down n tried to think of something n the best he could come up with is dissing music *giggles*) I might go more into detail about this later. Just thought I'd let you know I'm starting to figure it out :D
4.) I'm still trying to figure out why I'm so obsessed with being human e.e Hey, my head still hurts from that ! *points to the thought process above*
5) Speaking of things that make my head hurt, I'm learning how to play chess! Jessy and I use to play it all the time when I was little, but then I switched rooms with Lizzie outta guilt n we kinda drifted apart n that stopped so all I knew just kinda went *makes fluttering sound, then a poof*-but now I'm teaching myself again ^-^ As corny as it is, I'm using a website to teach me about tactics and such things like that (several chess ppl recommend it, I'm going to try it). I then play against the computer! It's kinda funny how I can see more than several step ahead in checkers...yet I'm still kinda struggling with staying ahead in chess >.< I'm too worried about protecting my king! *shakes fist at the computer*
6.) Next Sunday might be just as hectic as today cuz Jessy is coming up again to drop off the last of her things as well as visit dad for Fathers day, and Kathy has to come over every Sunday anyway, so yay! More family time :D Oh shit o.o I'm going to be busy Thursday, Friday, Saturday, n them coming over will be Sunday x.x Don't expect to hear from me after that!
Ok, I'm done now ;P Sleep beckons me and I must find something else to keep me distracted n awake! So, sayonara everyone! ~Peace~ *waves you all goodbye, then runs off to do something productive*
BOOM!! Teehees, now you're dead ;P *shakes head, den giggles* ANYWAY! So today was hectic. Let me explain in my ever detailed, ever organized way xP
I understand it!: Jessy came up last night at about midnight and spent the night. YAY!! *claps wildly* Well, she was SUPPOSE to spend the night, but it was more like "3 hours talk to mom n dad, teach lil sister Korean 'til 6, THEN sleep over" Mwahaha-I is an evil little 16 year old, am I not?? xD No, she was actually the one who wanted to keep going n get through lesson one. Which I couldn't really complain about cuz I wanted to get as much in with her as possible before it goes back to me going off on my own with her instruction through email >.<' So, we spent 3 or so hours going over whatever she felt was important from lesson one in her book as well as from her own tutoring. The only thing I'm terribly struggling with is stacking the sounds *hides so an certain older sister can't glower at me* I'm sry Jessy!! It still kinda confuses me! I look at our notes and I can read them...but I'm just kinda like, "ok...so how did she get that again??" n I try to explain it to myself ^^; So do you think you could send instructions on how to stack them with the rest of the vowels and such?? It would be greatly appreciated :D Anyways, I'm on my way to learning another language *claps a few times* We were cracking up laughing about how inventive these people can be when they're taking an English word into their language, but I think a good portion of that had to do with sleep deprivation xD Teehees. I'm so going into Spanish 2 next year n writing Mekshiko on the bored in Korean, then English underneath just to see wa Mr. McCullough(sp?) would say *giggles* Now, those of you who know me personally, don't get me wrong-I still completely intend to finish my Jap. studies. I'm just taking a break from that right now to help Jessy n seize an opportunity to add another language to my books. THE JAP. ISN'T DEAD YET!! *cackles wickedly as I hug my Jap. workbook n dictionary* o.o
Eeeer-why?: We lay down at about 6ish in the morning finally, but I don't think I actually fell asleep 'til about an hour n a half later >.<' Ok, how I go to sleep: I start to think about something as if I were watching a tv show-making up the lines n wa's happening as I go...somehow that helps me start to dream, so I fall asleep. I was comfortable beyond comfortable, but for some reason I just did NOT want to stop thinking through this lil event I had going on (is it weird to say I was curious to see how it'd turn out?? o.o). Eventually I did just pass out, only to wake up again at 11. I can't even fully remember how I woke up...I think Jessy did something cuz I distinctly remember looking at the clock n saying, "It's not 2 yet!" (told her if I wasn't up by 2 to wake me up) But the only thing I remember after that is seeing Chris n Kathy come into the house then having Jonny ontop of me *tap chin trying to remember how that happened* I think there was a time difference between those two, but I started to doze off in between so it seemed like it happened one right after the other. I had to get up after that just because I would have felt bad falling asleep again when so many people were over. So more against my will than anything, I got up.
A walk: Chris said he wanted to go back to the pond to check out how the bass n such were doing and asked if I wanted to come, so I did. At first just to keep myself awake, but I ended up enjoying myself ^-^ WE FOUND A HEADLESS MUSKRAT!!For a second I was like, "OMFG THAT IS AMAZING!! *laugh laugh laugh*"-but then my nature loving side with a strong distaste for any unnecessary violence towards animals kicked in and I felt bad for the lil guy. Dad just told me he thinks it was a baby :( I've just convinced myself that they're tearing up the pond, it was needed. And actually, that's the complete truth!...still *thinks of the lil guy floating on its back all bloated and covered in bugs*..aww...ANYWAY! Chris explained quite abit to me on our lil walk-how you can tell the difference between baby bass and baby bluegill, he pointed out a turtle hidden in the pond, explained wa a river carp is-then pointed one out, it was great :) I get kicks outta learning lil things like that, don't judge me ;P teehees. We did plan on going mushroom hunting later-but we got kinda side tracked once we came back up.
Finally! Some pics!: When we came back up Chris had to go back to their apartment for something n then get on the computer for abit, so I decided (if I could find some batteries for it), I'd go out and take some pictures for DA. First I helped Jessy unload some of the stuff in her car, but then I headed back to the pond feeling triumphant that I had battery power! YET, I knew it wasn't going to last long e.e I could only find one new battery while the other ones were on the verge of death, so though it said I had full battery at the moment-HA! I knew that could change in a second! *snaps* Regrettably, that caused me to kinda rush, so not very many of my pics turned out good >.> I had three definite DA ones, but the rest are debatable and up for some fixing on PSE or something like that. Ah, it kinda made me sad.
Geeky n proud: *switches to present tense dramatically*I come back up after I've pretty much sucked all the life that I could out of the batteries to find everyone out on the porch just chillin in the cool summer air. I go into the house, I'm in the mist of loading the pictures onto the computer when Lizzie comes home and goes out to join them on the porch, I can hear Chris talking now-...I felt pretty bad that I was the only one not out there. Thankfully the pictures didn't take long and I was out giggling at Jonny's reaction to the grass with the rest of my family. He tried to crawl on it to get to Lizzie's cell phone, but he couldn't decide wa to think about it-so he just started to whine for Kathy xD It was so cute! Well, we all came in and somehow that ended up in a debate over whether to watch Fired Up to laugh or Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix to catch ppl up. Harry ended up winning do to Jessy's persistence on the subject while Lizzie gave up quickly in the beginning *giggles* I was more than happy to watch it, though, not just because I love the movies, but because that's the only one of them I haven't seen. LOVED the movie-absolutely amazing :D *two thumbs up* I really need to read those! I've read the first book but the drag of the second one kinda killed it for me -_-' Hey, there's a mission for this summer-read the Harry Potter books! mwahahaha-that's a plan *puts it at the top of my reading list* Ok, anyway, SIRUS-NOOOO!!! LIVE!! *cries* why did he have to die?!?! *sniffle sniffle* Hold on, another rant is in here somewhere *clears throat*...SEVERUS I LOVE YOOOOOOOOU!! Bwah, I've been a Snape fan from the beginning! Even when everyone thought he was evil *scowls at you nonbelievers in his amazingness* And now that I've actually SEEN wa James did to him, it makes even it sadder *clings to Snapes leg* It's ok, you're the one who won in the who "life" thing-right?? :D *slaps myself for that terrible/bad joke* teehees
Everyone kinda went home after that o.o And yet I haven't gone to bed *taps chin on how that's possible* Apparently updating my DA n this entry are more important than my sanity *feels the pull of sleep tugging on my eye lids* aaaaah, no! I shall stay awake n accomplish something! Bleh.
Several real quick updates!:
1.) I've now lead all my DA friends here in order to read my enteries! HIIIII GUYS!! *waves like a dork* I hope you figured out wa a cut is o.o No, I was not making a joke on myself there-it's really called an "Lj cut" For those who like to write long entries xP
2.)I know why I was the way I was when Jake came over!! It's a girly time!! That's probably why I've been so self-conscious the last few days *relieved that it was just cuz girly things messing with my head* ^-^ mwahaha-sry, Jake's the only one who would know wa I'm referring to by "the way I was"-if he got this far into the entry anyway *pats his head for the attempt* teehees. Speaking of Jake:
3.) I think I've figured out why I was so obsessed with having a "healthy, normal" relationship with him. Two things: One, the last time I did my own thing with the relationship I got 2 years of an asshole who made me feel like crap and I let him...could be a link to wanting a "typical" relationship. And two, therapy and my pills. Everything got so much easier and better when I became "like normal" with the meds. and my therapist is suppose to help me handle things "normally" and I'm very content and proud of the outcomes for both. So if I had a "normal" relationship, I would be happy with it too. Now that I kinda understand these two points I realize they're bogus n I'm going to stop worrying about stupid stuff like how I can't see us fighting (he can't either-he even sat down n tried to think of something n the best he could come up with is dissing music *giggles*) I might go more into detail about this later. Just thought I'd let you know I'm starting to figure it out :D
4.) I'm still trying to figure out why I'm so obsessed with being human e.e Hey, my head still hurts from that ! *points to the thought process above*
5) Speaking of things that make my head hurt, I'm learning how to play chess! Jessy and I use to play it all the time when I was little, but then I switched rooms with Lizzie outta guilt n we kinda drifted apart n that stopped so all I knew just kinda went *makes fluttering sound, then a poof*-but now I'm teaching myself again ^-^ As corny as it is, I'm using a website to teach me about tactics and such things like that (several chess ppl recommend it, I'm going to try it). I then play against the computer! It's kinda funny how I can see more than several step ahead in checkers...yet I'm still kinda struggling with staying ahead in chess >.< I'm too worried about protecting my king! *shakes fist at the computer*
6.) Next Sunday might be just as hectic as today cuz Jessy is coming up again to drop off the last of her things as well as visit dad for Fathers day, and Kathy has to come over every Sunday anyway, so yay! More family time :D Oh shit o.o I'm going to be busy Thursday, Friday, Saturday, n them coming over will be Sunday x.x Don't expect to hear from me after that!
Ok, I'm done now ;P Sleep beckons me and I must find something else to keep me distracted n awake! So, sayonara everyone! ~Peace~ *waves you all goodbye, then runs off to do something productive*