So much to update about @.@
Ok, I know it's been about 2 or so weeks since I last updated, but you know how I said my nephew died. That got me...kinda disconnected from everyone/everything, and then after that I just got real busy. I won't tell you everything that went on, just the highlights ^-^
*boom* Ah! Look what you did. By joining me behind the cut, you killed off half of Norway's population *shakes head* Well, since you're already here-might as well tell ya what you came for, huh? :P
4th of July fun: We had a huge ass bonfire :D Candius came over with the kids and Royce the Thursday before, so we asked them to join us on the 4th if they could. Then, I was somehow successful in trying to convince Jake to come to the bonfire after his own families party (it was our 5 month anniversary too, so I wanted to at least see him for a minute). So the total number of people who ended up showing was 16-and only 4 of them weren't blood related xD I remember alot of watching them be their loveable, dorky selves from afar cuz I was hell bent on trying to keep Jake anti-social from them. That involved mainly just chilling out on a fold out chair together and fighting with him away from where all of them were. Why? Cuz my families crazy! I had no idea what they were going to do to the poor guy! xD Then again I was half tempted to just let him go, wish him good luck and a good knowing you, then stand back and watch *giggles* THAT would have been so entertaining! But I would have felt bad all at the same time, so I just decided to hang out with him without them. I love y'all to death though! *smiles like a dork, making a heart with my fingers for you guys*
We roasted hot dogs on the fire-which was funny as hell cuz the bonfire was a pretty good size, so people had to become creative geniuses and find a way to cook the hot dogs without hurting themselves. Dad tied the spoke thing to a rake, Royce connected one to a really long pole, and Chris didn't want help at first (wanting to use the pole HE'D made out of a stick), but eventually gave in and used Royce's thing xP Jake wouldn't let me make my own! *scowls at him* It made me so mad, but then I told him I wasn't going to eat mine until he had made his own. He just glared at me and was like, "God! You are so freakin stubborn!" (we had had an arguement prior to that about him making a hotdog of his own) Mwahahaha! I'm so amazing ^-^ Anyway, once we were done eating we went back to...well, not really doing anything but talking and "hitting" eachother. I went to kick him in the stomach at one point as a joke and the jerk caught my foot, flipped me over, and caused me to fall >.<' I now have about 10 or so bruises scatters over my legs. Thank you Jake :P
I'm not sure when this happened, but Spencer went running through the front yard with Chris following close behind and they ended up running through 2 of our neighbors yards! Apparently, Spencer had Chris's hat again *giggles* Then later, Chris ran by yet again-Candius hot on his heels. Apparently, Chris had thrown some sorta firework at her, lols. Anyone who knows Candius would understand why that was a stupid move xD
After that Jake and I started to "cuddle" on one of the fold out, "you can lay out and tan on this" chairs. The only reason I say "cuddle" in quotations is cuz I don't like that word. It just sounds dorky to me >.< Anyway, we had to join the lil crescent that everyone had made around wa part of the fire we could cuz it was getting dark and Chris was getting sick of shining the flashlight at us for handchecks *rolls my eyes* COME ON GUYS!! We're not stupid! Why would we do that?? *shakes head* Actually, I was starting to fall asleep o.o *huffs* I hate how Jake can do that! Make me feel so safe that I can sleep *glares at him though it doesn't make sense why*
Once we were in earshot of the conversation I realized Dad was telling Megan and Olivia ghost stories. They got scared before the end of one of them and turned to Jessy for a funny story *giggles* She told one that we use to tell aaaaall the time when we were little, but it had been forever since I last heard it. It was like hearing a song from the 80's that you love on the radio for the first time in years. I was giggling before she even got to the end :D Then Jake and I got talking again and I got distracted.
We ended up taking him home at 1 in the morning @.@ That was amazing to me xD I had so much fun to say the least, we should really do that every 4th *smiles sweetly* Everyone really helped with the depression I've been dealing with for the last few weeks...*sighs*
"I love me some magical junk chunk from Banished Land": I went over to Kiki's Sunday to spend the night! *jumps up n down clapping* Now you ask: Why is that so special?? Jake came over a few days before the 4th, why aren't we hearing about that adventure?? Well you crude people you, it was special because I haven't seen her in forever and a day!! After Jack's funeral the other Thursday I almost completely shut myself off from the world-friends and all. I didn't know what to say to any of them because they all wanted to know how I was doing and I could tell they wanted to talk to me about it. I didn't want to talk about it cuz then it would have seemed so much more final that he was really dead-so I avoided it. Then I posted a DA entry about it, finally venting about how I didn't know how I was suppose to be reacting right now-and I felt so much better after. The 4th only made me feel even better than that (seeing how much better Candius seemed to be and hangin out with Jake and the rest of the fam.), so I greedily accepted a chance to see my best friend when it came up ^-^ I had a friggin ball, too.
I made her listen to Garth Brooks (which she still doesn't like by some freak of nature) as well as watch one of my favorite childhood movies, The Labyrinth *falls to the floor in a fit of giggles* After it she told me, "I thought you were high when you told me Bowie was a cutie in the movie, especially after seeing the case-but now I realize you weren't high." Bwahaha! How many times do I have to tell you not to doubt my guy instincts! I knows da cuties when I see them. Obviously, look at Jake ^-^ (*crowd gasps* oh, shut up. yes! I just said something nice about him. Put that in your pipe and smoke it xP) I do have to admit that the movie is pretty corny, but I still love it!
Kiki could NOT get over the amazingness that is Bowie's fitted breeches >.<' Well...when I realized what exactly was going on there *points to a picture of it* the last few times I watched the movie (which was like, 3 years ago), I couldn't get over it either for the longest time xD I saw an icon on here about it before that said, "I love me some magical junk" and so all throughout the movie we were saying that-which somehow became "junk chunk"...*shrugs* I'm not to sure. We went on this huge ranting spree after, so alot of how things came to be is a blur-lol. After the movie in a moment of boredom, we attempted to work on a story together, but in my explanation of a plot line I said, "sent to a banished land" trying to be over dramatic and she thought I said, "sent to Banished Land". There was a good 5 minute rant about what Banished Land was like from her following this misinterpretation, only to have her start scribbling something in her notebook when I finally got her to be quiet. Me: "*looks at her funny* what are you doing??" Kiki: "*continues scribbling* drawing Banished Land" Me: "*smacks my forehead and laughs*" It was a truly amazing picture...that we just kept adding and adding too as things went along. Then somehow we ended up drawing this other creature...that turned out to be this LONG list of things. Something about Donald Trump impersonating an Indian women who thought she was French, or something like that-teehees. I about peed my pants laughing so hard about it. It sounds really stupid, but you'd have to see the picture to understand why it was so entertaining.
We went to bed at like 3 where Kiki almost killed herself by falling out of bed and I ended up bruising myself AGAIN by running into her shelf with my side, that was all an adventure in its own rights -_-' We woke up around noon or so, but didn't do much cuz Kiki didn't really feel well, but that was ok. I'm all for just chillin ^-^
Pond party!with people I barely now o.o: A few days ago Jake asked me if I wanted to go to Ellise's pond party today and I (of course) accepted. I would have felt like a tard if I said no just cuz of my self-image issues. I ended up having a blast anyway and not even feeling self-conscious at all! :D Which surprised me, cuz I use to be good friends with Ellise and such, but Jakes group of friends don't really mingle with my group of friends at all, so I had no idea how it was going to be. There were several points where I was just standing there thinking, "Why the hell did I come?" and I had one or two, "Yeaaaa....thanks Jake." moments cuz of his lack of attention, but overall I did have fun. I know his friends mean as much to him as my friends do to me, so I got over it real quick.
Anyway, I'm a people watcher, I can't help it. I just love to watch people-especially when they're not like me at all. That's why I had fun watching the preppy group in their preferred habitat together xD Ok, I don't really belong to a specific clique-who ever I talk to, I talk to, whether their a stoner or geek. But the preppy group just doesn't seem to want anything to do with quiet lil me. Which has never bugged me-members of that group use to be the very people that helped the older kids bully me when I was younger and tease me now. I don't care if they want to talk to me or not. Jake just now found out that I had to defend myself several times after he asked me out from people of the popular clique becuz they would come up and butcher me about "taking one of theirs" *shrugs* Eat me. I don't give a shit if he is "one of you" (*twilight zone music*). I love him n he loves me, so just go back to ignoring me so we can all be happy, k?? *shakes head, rolling eyes*
So anyway, it was weird to suddenly be thrust in the middle of a whole group of them again today. I'm pretty ok with the preppy's of my grade, though-only a few of them were ever really mean to me. Like I said before, Ellise and I use to be real good friends and I do talk to quite a few of them when it comes to it. There were a few people there who were in on aiding the bullies in their attacks on me, however, but I just kinda avoided them and hung out with whoever Jake was talking to at the time.
Ty broke the ladder to the floating dock thing! *tries not to laugh about it* I felt so bad for him, everyone always picks on him for his size-n I know it's just simple joking around (Lauren's BF started to narrate him eating like one of those NG shows-I didn't even realize Jake was trying to talk to me for a second cuz I was so caught up in Eric going, "And the majestic walrus slowly devours his food, all the smaller seals scattered around his habitat staring on in both amazement and hunger-for he's hoarded all the food for himself." xD *giggles* Ty almost shot his drink out of his nose several times laughing-so it was ok), but still, they could kinda stand to lay off alil bit at least. Once it was fixed, though, there was this long battle for some reason to see who could stay on it the longest before Jake of Dundey knocked you off. Lol, I stayed back on the beach part-with my luck I would have been someone to get hurt.
We basically swam the entire time, then took a group picture on their slide doing the train. THAT was a rush. I never felt safe sliding on that thing when I'd go over swimming years ago and that hasn't changed one bit since then! xD I was so friggin scared that we were going to break it *thankful that most of the people who were on it were skinny girls*
Well, there you go! Obviously more happened these past few weeks than that, but these were the most fun points ^-^ Like I said, highlights people! :P I'm off to get some sleep-Jake n I somehow managed to talk for 6 hours on the phone last night n I didn't get much sleep >.< Peace y'all *waves, then scurries off to sleep so I can wake up at a decent time and take a shower tomorrow*
*boom* Ah! Look what you did. By joining me behind the cut, you killed off half of Norway's population *shakes head* Well, since you're already here-might as well tell ya what you came for, huh? :P
4th of July fun: We had a huge ass bonfire :D Candius came over with the kids and Royce the Thursday before, so we asked them to join us on the 4th if they could. Then, I was somehow successful in trying to convince Jake to come to the bonfire after his own families party (it was our 5 month anniversary too, so I wanted to at least see him for a minute). So the total number of people who ended up showing was 16-and only 4 of them weren't blood related xD I remember alot of watching them be their loveable, dorky selves from afar cuz I was hell bent on trying to keep Jake anti-social from them. That involved mainly just chilling out on a fold out chair together and fighting with him away from where all of them were. Why? Cuz my families crazy! I had no idea what they were going to do to the poor guy! xD Then again I was half tempted to just let him go, wish him good luck and a good knowing you, then stand back and watch *giggles* THAT would have been so entertaining! But I would have felt bad all at the same time, so I just decided to hang out with him without them. I love y'all to death though! *smiles like a dork, making a heart with my fingers for you guys*
We roasted hot dogs on the fire-which was funny as hell cuz the bonfire was a pretty good size, so people had to become creative geniuses and find a way to cook the hot dogs without hurting themselves. Dad tied the spoke thing to a rake, Royce connected one to a really long pole, and Chris didn't want help at first (wanting to use the pole HE'D made out of a stick), but eventually gave in and used Royce's thing xP Jake wouldn't let me make my own! *scowls at him* It made me so mad, but then I told him I wasn't going to eat mine until he had made his own. He just glared at me and was like, "God! You are so freakin stubborn!" (we had had an arguement prior to that about him making a hotdog of his own) Mwahahaha! I'm so amazing ^-^ Anyway, once we were done eating we went back to...well, not really doing anything but talking and "hitting" eachother. I went to kick him in the stomach at one point as a joke and the jerk caught my foot, flipped me over, and caused me to fall >.<' I now have about 10 or so bruises scatters over my legs. Thank you Jake :P
I'm not sure when this happened, but Spencer went running through the front yard with Chris following close behind and they ended up running through 2 of our neighbors yards! Apparently, Spencer had Chris's hat again *giggles* Then later, Chris ran by yet again-Candius hot on his heels. Apparently, Chris had thrown some sorta firework at her, lols. Anyone who knows Candius would understand why that was a stupid move xD
After that Jake and I started to "cuddle" on one of the fold out, "you can lay out and tan on this" chairs. The only reason I say "cuddle" in quotations is cuz I don't like that word. It just sounds dorky to me >.< Anyway, we had to join the lil crescent that everyone had made around wa part of the fire we could cuz it was getting dark and Chris was getting sick of shining the flashlight at us for handchecks *rolls my eyes* COME ON GUYS!! We're not stupid! Why would we do that?? *shakes head* Actually, I was starting to fall asleep o.o *huffs* I hate how Jake can do that! Make me feel so safe that I can sleep *glares at him though it doesn't make sense why*
Once we were in earshot of the conversation I realized Dad was telling Megan and Olivia ghost stories. They got scared before the end of one of them and turned to Jessy for a funny story *giggles* She told one that we use to tell aaaaall the time when we were little, but it had been forever since I last heard it. It was like hearing a song from the 80's that you love on the radio for the first time in years. I was giggling before she even got to the end :D Then Jake and I got talking again and I got distracted.
We ended up taking him home at 1 in the morning @.@ That was amazing to me xD I had so much fun to say the least, we should really do that every 4th *smiles sweetly* Everyone really helped with the depression I've been dealing with for the last few weeks...*sighs*
"I love me some magical junk chunk from Banished Land": I went over to Kiki's Sunday to spend the night! *jumps up n down clapping* Now you ask: Why is that so special?? Jake came over a few days before the 4th, why aren't we hearing about that adventure?? Well you crude people you, it was special because I haven't seen her in forever and a day!! After Jack's funeral the other Thursday I almost completely shut myself off from the world-friends and all. I didn't know what to say to any of them because they all wanted to know how I was doing and I could tell they wanted to talk to me about it. I didn't want to talk about it cuz then it would have seemed so much more final that he was really dead-so I avoided it. Then I posted a DA entry about it, finally venting about how I didn't know how I was suppose to be reacting right now-and I felt so much better after. The 4th only made me feel even better than that (seeing how much better Candius seemed to be and hangin out with Jake and the rest of the fam.), so I greedily accepted a chance to see my best friend when it came up ^-^ I had a friggin ball, too.
I made her listen to Garth Brooks (which she still doesn't like by some freak of nature) as well as watch one of my favorite childhood movies, The Labyrinth *falls to the floor in a fit of giggles* After it she told me, "I thought you were high when you told me Bowie was a cutie in the movie, especially after seeing the case-but now I realize you weren't high." Bwahaha! How many times do I have to tell you not to doubt my guy instincts! I knows da cuties when I see them. Obviously, look at Jake ^-^ (*crowd gasps* oh, shut up. yes! I just said something nice about him. Put that in your pipe and smoke it xP) I do have to admit that the movie is pretty corny, but I still love it!
Kiki could NOT get over the amazingness that is Bowie's fitted breeches >.<' Well...when I realized what exactly was going on there *points to a picture of it* the last few times I watched the movie (which was like, 3 years ago), I couldn't get over it either for the longest time xD I saw an icon on here about it before that said, "I love me some magical junk" and so all throughout the movie we were saying that-which somehow became "junk chunk"...*shrugs* I'm not to sure. We went on this huge ranting spree after, so alot of how things came to be is a blur-lol. After the movie in a moment of boredom, we attempted to work on a story together, but in my explanation of a plot line I said, "sent to a banished land" trying to be over dramatic and she thought I said, "sent to Banished Land". There was a good 5 minute rant about what Banished Land was like from her following this misinterpretation, only to have her start scribbling something in her notebook when I finally got her to be quiet. Me: "*looks at her funny* what are you doing??" Kiki: "*continues scribbling* drawing Banished Land" Me: "*smacks my forehead and laughs*" It was a truly amazing picture...that we just kept adding and adding too as things went along. Then somehow we ended up drawing this other creature...that turned out to be this LONG list of things. Something about Donald Trump impersonating an Indian women who thought she was French, or something like that-teehees. I about peed my pants laughing so hard about it. It sounds really stupid, but you'd have to see the picture to understand why it was so entertaining.
We went to bed at like 3 where Kiki almost killed herself by falling out of bed and I ended up bruising myself AGAIN by running into her shelf with my side, that was all an adventure in its own rights -_-' We woke up around noon or so, but didn't do much cuz Kiki didn't really feel well, but that was ok. I'm all for just chillin ^-^
Pond party!with people I barely now o.o: A few days ago Jake asked me if I wanted to go to Ellise's pond party today and I (of course) accepted. I would have felt like a tard if I said no just cuz of my self-image issues. I ended up having a blast anyway and not even feeling self-conscious at all! :D Which surprised me, cuz I use to be good friends with Ellise and such, but Jakes group of friends don't really mingle with my group of friends at all, so I had no idea how it was going to be. There were several points where I was just standing there thinking, "Why the hell did I come?" and I had one or two, "Yeaaaa....thanks Jake." moments cuz of his lack of attention, but overall I did have fun. I know his friends mean as much to him as my friends do to me, so I got over it real quick.
Anyway, I'm a people watcher, I can't help it. I just love to watch people-especially when they're not like me at all. That's why I had fun watching the preppy group in their preferred habitat together xD Ok, I don't really belong to a specific clique-who ever I talk to, I talk to, whether their a stoner or geek. But the preppy group just doesn't seem to want anything to do with quiet lil me. Which has never bugged me-members of that group use to be the very people that helped the older kids bully me when I was younger and tease me now. I don't care if they want to talk to me or not. Jake just now found out that I had to defend myself several times after he asked me out from people of the popular clique becuz they would come up and butcher me about "taking one of theirs" *shrugs* Eat me. I don't give a shit if he is "one of you" (*twilight zone music*). I love him n he loves me, so just go back to ignoring me so we can all be happy, k?? *shakes head, rolling eyes*
So anyway, it was weird to suddenly be thrust in the middle of a whole group of them again today. I'm pretty ok with the preppy's of my grade, though-only a few of them were ever really mean to me. Like I said before, Ellise and I use to be real good friends and I do talk to quite a few of them when it comes to it. There were a few people there who were in on aiding the bullies in their attacks on me, however, but I just kinda avoided them and hung out with whoever Jake was talking to at the time.
Ty broke the ladder to the floating dock thing! *tries not to laugh about it* I felt so bad for him, everyone always picks on him for his size-n I know it's just simple joking around (Lauren's BF started to narrate him eating like one of those NG shows-I didn't even realize Jake was trying to talk to me for a second cuz I was so caught up in Eric going, "And the majestic walrus slowly devours his food, all the smaller seals scattered around his habitat staring on in both amazement and hunger-for he's hoarded all the food for himself." xD *giggles* Ty almost shot his drink out of his nose several times laughing-so it was ok), but still, they could kinda stand to lay off alil bit at least. Once it was fixed, though, there was this long battle for some reason to see who could stay on it the longest before Jake of Dundey knocked you off. Lol, I stayed back on the beach part-with my luck I would have been someone to get hurt.
We basically swam the entire time, then took a group picture on their slide doing the train. THAT was a rush. I never felt safe sliding on that thing when I'd go over swimming years ago and that hasn't changed one bit since then! xD I was so friggin scared that we were going to break it *thankful that most of the people who were on it were skinny girls*
Well, there you go! Obviously more happened these past few weeks than that, but these were the most fun points ^-^ Like I said, highlights people! :P I'm off to get some sleep-Jake n I somehow managed to talk for 6 hours on the phone last night n I didn't get much sleep >.< Peace y'all *waves, then scurries off to sleep so I can wake up at a decent time and take a shower tomorrow*