UPDATE!!!hehe
i havent been on for four reasons: One-my weekends,for the most part,have been busy,Two-I've been REALLY confused about a few things n didnt feel like blogging,Three-I've been DEPRESSED about some things n didnt feel like bloggin, n Four-Lizzies been hogging the computer.
(Da lj cut is working,but da lil thing u click isnt saying wa i want.its suppose to say"if u want to continue...*whispers*you must click here o.o" not "Read more.." -_-')
For the last two or so months,i haven't been home on da weekends.I've been with family,friends,at games,kidnapped by Kiki to help her shop,wondering around town wit friends-just everywhere wit everyone.And if i am home,a friends is here with me.Plus-i have plans for da next three weekends already!Dis weekend-im going down to Columbus for (i think) two nights becuz my Granparents wanna see my cousins n need my dad to drive them,so they desided to book US rooms too so we could go wit dem.Next weekend-Kiki n i wanna spend a weekend together,just becuz we havent spent any real time together for awhile now.Then da weekend after dat-im going to Cedar Point wit a friend.i luv being busy,so ive been having a ball.And its destracted me from my thoughts..until everyones asleep.
I dont wanna go into details about wa happened,but i will say it only caused me to doubt myself MORE then i already was n to also doubt ppl more (if dat's possible). Now im back to square one when it comes to trusting ppl-everyone a safe distance away.Though i do wanna say,im not mad at anyone.so if u think this is about u or something u said to me,please please dont feel guilty.I made the choice to be there for u so i need to accept the conciquences.This has been great for my voice though,lol.I sing when im upset-so i've been singing ALOT.But all this stress has taken its toll on me too.My face broke out a few days ago (thankfully its pretty much cleared up now) n i got a really bad migraine a few weeks ago making me miss another day of school -_-'. Dats three days already n the grading period isnt even over!*huffs*oh well.
One person driving me crazy is Lizzie.She's been bitchy becuz Spencers supposidly causing "problems" for her n her guy friends.If u hang out with a guy whos had a MAJOR crush on u for,like,ever n ur sitting there hugging him-your boyfriends gonna get jealous!if she'd give him a chance to get the idea "Im with u,not him" in his head,then i think everything would be ok right now.but no,she expects him to not care at all RIGHT now.its not gonna happen Liz!now if its been 6 or so months and there's no sign of him getting anybetter,yea-u can get mad.but its only been 3 or so weeks!COOL IT!!*shakes my head alil*
Speaking of Liz-she's gonna be getting home any minute now.n if im on the computer-im gonna get bitched at.So,ttyl ppl.*waves,running off to the pond to sing*
(Da lj cut is working,but da lil thing u click isnt saying wa i want.its suppose to say"if u want to continue...*whispers*you must click here o.o" not "Read more.." -_-')
For the last two or so months,i haven't been home on da weekends.I've been with family,friends,at games,kidnapped by Kiki to help her shop,wondering around town wit friends-just everywhere wit everyone.And if i am home,a friends is here with me.Plus-i have plans for da next three weekends already!Dis weekend-im going down to Columbus for (i think) two nights becuz my Granparents wanna see my cousins n need my dad to drive them,so they desided to book US rooms too so we could go wit dem.Next weekend-Kiki n i wanna spend a weekend together,just becuz we havent spent any real time together for awhile now.Then da weekend after dat-im going to Cedar Point wit a friend.i luv being busy,so ive been having a ball.And its destracted me from my thoughts..until everyones asleep.
I dont wanna go into details about wa happened,but i will say it only caused me to doubt myself MORE then i already was n to also doubt ppl more (if dat's possible). Now im back to square one when it comes to trusting ppl-everyone a safe distance away.Though i do wanna say,im not mad at anyone.so if u think this is about u or something u said to me,please please dont feel guilty.I made the choice to be there for u so i need to accept the conciquences.This has been great for my voice though,lol.I sing when im upset-so i've been singing ALOT.But all this stress has taken its toll on me too.My face broke out a few days ago (thankfully its pretty much cleared up now) n i got a really bad migraine a few weeks ago making me miss another day of school -_-'. Dats three days already n the grading period isnt even over!*huffs*oh well.
One person driving me crazy is Lizzie.She's been bitchy becuz Spencers supposidly causing "problems" for her n her guy friends.If u hang out with a guy whos had a MAJOR crush on u for,like,ever n ur sitting there hugging him-your boyfriends gonna get jealous!if she'd give him a chance to get the idea "Im with u,not him" in his head,then i think everything would be ok right now.but no,she expects him to not care at all RIGHT now.its not gonna happen Liz!now if its been 6 or so months and there's no sign of him getting anybetter,yea-u can get mad.but its only been 3 or so weeks!COOL IT!!*shakes my head alil*
Speaking of Liz-she's gonna be getting home any minute now.n if im on the computer-im gonna get bitched at.So,ttyl ppl.*waves,running off to the pond to sing*