humanity cover me with the ashes of remembrance
i will learn from this pain
there is no darkness without light to teach us of ourselves
life to lifeless to eternity, life to lifeless the cycle repeats
death unfolds itself painfully to unmask how fragile we are
death unfolds itself painfully, teacher of sanity
the pain drags me down
i'll rebuild me

i finally got to pick my check up yesturday and it was a whopping 116 dollars and 10 went to my sister adn 10 to my mom for gas cuz i needed it adn had no money, and today i spent like 10 to eat cuz i seriously in teh past week ahve eating like 4 times and im not lying so i got chinese food today but thats all i can spend until not this thursday ( Read more... )

so my game plan after class yesturday was to go to my work and then the bank to deposit it so i could have u no some money. but of course my name is BRIAN MITCHELL CAUSEY JR. and it never works out that easy, i get there go to the manager and say, hey wats up and all and im like i jsut need to get my check he is like ok just follow me, so i go in ( Read more... )

yesturday mornin was fun as hell skipped math to go to the philly dinner with peeps it waass awesome had school my last class was cancled then had work 2-5 came home slept then went back out, it was scary but im glad ur ok , just promise me it wont happen again cuz i was worried as hell and didnt no wat to do, i mean up to that point i ahd a blst ( Read more... )

i forgot to say at pizza hut we were tryin to get nicole to name a hockey team from new york, the rangers so we gave clues and said THE LONE..... and she goes star it was funny , u crack me up nicole

ya i havent updated in a while so here is a quickie, this weekend: friday hung with nicole and alison? i think was her name sat didnt really do nething sunday hung with nicole and susan it was fun times they both are crazy, monday didnt go to any classes but hung with nicole mike and dan most the day then got free food at pizza hut then played at ( Read more... )

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today was cool but tonite sux EVERYONE is hangin with his or her b/f or g/f so i have nothing to do , i hate it not havin someone blows especially wen everyone u mainly talk to does

hey hey wats up??????????????????? ya same here i just made pork roll and it was goood u want some call me i will make it , hmm so this is for miss nikki who was wonderin wat happened to me actually sayin wat happened each day instead of me and my song lyrics so this is for u!!! skipped french so i didnt go to class today till 12 and i got the best ( Read more... )