here it is... the insomnia... damn it all... i've been up all night.. and the night before too... i just can't fall asleep... i'm not tired... this happened onece before and i was awake for almost 2 whole weeks... and was knocked out for about 4 days... only woke up to eat and go to the bathroom... this is not good... maybe i'll try some sleeping ( Read more... )

yessssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! augest 9th!!! Warped tour!!! i'm soooooooooooooooooooo happy!!! My Chemical Romance!!! Hawthorne Heights!!! The Offspring!! Fall Out Boy!! and sooooo many more!! Virgina Beach, Virgina!!! yesssss!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm going! I'm going!!! *jumps up and down* yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm soooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OTAKON!! I'M GOING TO OTAKON!! YAY! i'm super happy!!! i've lost alot of weight and i might be able to cosplay... i think i'm going to do Envy... his isn't to hard.. i love hgim.. but it is a guy.. and i have kinda big breast.. and you will be able to see them... no.. better not do him... i don't really have that much time though... i could do lust ( Read more... )

my uncle's funeral was today.... i didn't cry until my aunt sang that song for him... i cried the whole time... then also at the cemetary.. and at the little thing after with his wife my aunt peggy... it was a very sad sad sad day... i'm still crying... every sad song i hear on the radio... and everything.. i just... i burst... don't expect to hear ( Read more... )

my uncle died friday at 11:30pm... his funeral is tomorrow at 1... if i write anymore... i'll burst...

i went to the hospital yesterday to see my uncle.. to see him like that.. nothing but skin and bones.. he use to be big and full of muscle and to see him so helpless and small.. i couldn't help but cry.. his whole life my uncle cared about others.. never really cared about himself.. even now.. all he's thinking about is others... he's in the 4th ( Read more... )

see the guy in my icon.. recognise him? he's from Good Charlotte.... his names Billy Martin... he's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hott!! my god... *drools over picture* ahhhhhh.... soo sexy ( Read more... )

dude... i had a really weird dream last night.. all of you were in it.. you all came over to my house and we hung out.. the strange thing was that claire and jen started playing with my chickens and then they turned into chickens and jaime chased them around the yard with a ax.. then she turned into a chicken too.. then ashley started chasing them ( Read more... )

guess who i saw saturday night at the boardwalk!! Jaime!! i was really happy to see her it has been so long since i've seen any of you... she made me realize how much i miss all of you.. i need to see you people!!!!!!!!! Jaime it was great seeing you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by the way... who was that guy you were with? boyfriend? friend? well anyway i have ( Read more... )

*does calculations* 8 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!! YES!! EXAMS ARE COMEING! I ONLY HAVE TO TAKE 3!! YESSSSSSSSSS!! *jumps up and down* YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY ( Read more... )