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i'm so afraid of fucking everything up. my life is an emotional rollercoaster and i can't seem to make myself get off the fucking ride. I hate myself so truely and deeply at times i can't stop crying. But other times i'm so happy. sometimes i realize how good i've got it and i wish i'd stop forgetting. I wish i'd stop sabotaging my relationships
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i get like this too, so i understand.
what you need to do is let go of the mistakes you have made recently and commit yourself to change. do not beat yourself up, just let it go. look forward, look at how you will destress and help yourself. make a list of everything you have to do. figure out a schedule. calm your emotions about your relationships and just send love to those individuals. it's not about what you did wrong, it's about what you're going to do right.
and everything stressing you out is not your fault, no sane person can deal with an insane world. the pace of life is too fast, the world is too dehumanized, and the struggle you feel to keep up is not your fault, it's that the treadmill of life is about to overheat and die from going so fast.
you are wonderful and beautiful and you'll figure it out. be nice to yourself.
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