I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real

nothing to see here, pass on through...

EDIT-> 1/30/06 12:17pm
The crazy thing about me being depressed is that I get over it quickly.

So the whole aimless wandering thing seems to be suiting me pretty well. Got kicked out of Tri-C due to being poor. Of course we backtrack it to me jackin' off and not going to class as I should. Not literally jacking off, because masturbating in that tri-c pit area would suck major ass. So far I've spent this week evaluating my options, and ( Read more... )

Had a dream with Laurel in it last night. We were aking classes at some uni. She had had the same psych class I did. Saw her off in the distance, and we waved back and forth real quick. But I just kinda sat there and watched her, like some creepy stalker guy ( Read more... )

I need to get my transcripts together, in hopes of going to CSU ( Read more... )

"Coming This Summer ( Read more... )

The only reason to see the movie Blood Rayne: She's hot.

Wait for rental. Then watch it at home and masturbate.

Wait Eric, are you suggesting that this is no better than your average softcore porno?

No. Your average softcore porno has more boobs and implied cunt eating.

So I got a letter in the mail today. I lost my loan, because I fucking failed again. My GPA is too low. There's part of me who wants to give up right now...but I honestly don't know if I'm strong even to do even -that- right.

I did some silly thing about new year's parties from Stephanie's journal. Overall, this is really the only classic line:

"Out of nowhere, matwi42 stood up, gave a nazi salute and shouted "My nipples are as arid as the Sahara, baybee!"

Yeah...good stuff...

So I was reading over things, and I realized ( Read more... )

So I finished playing that Matrix: Path of Neo game. My god, that game sucks so badly. The graphics are horrible, and its nothing but an embaressment to the movie series. However, it did perk my interest in the Matrix philosophy once more ( Read more... )