sorry for my continuous bitching about things you'd rather not hear

[invalidx]

i hate feeling out of place in an environment where i used to call these people my friends. i hate feeling pity or getting looks of disgust. like this look that basically says "quitter....you just don't want to be out here working your ass off like the rest of us," from my ex coach. it's only johnson, the youngest coach, that i get that

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[sethpantera]

Why care what others think, it's what you think that's important.

[invalidx]

yes but when i let someone down...

[sethpantera]

It happens, that's life. Sometimes you can't make everyone happy, but if you can make yourself happy thats what matters first and formost.