So many events, so many feelings.  So much - so much ( Read more... )

Luke was being depressed and we didn't hear from him for awhile and Chris went over to his house at 3 AM because he had previously said some suicidal things and put some pills in his mouth but spat them out and shit ( Read more... )

Again, much has happened since our last parting; I have moved out of my house, and am currently staying with Danny (whom is happily my significant other again) and his family, and I am having a pretty damn good time of it if I don't say so myself. Work has been busy yet tedious, and the summer yet drags on to reveal another half before college ( Read more... )

A carelessness, only bred by the discontentment and the dead-ended, festers among my synapses. A smile that is not a smile, a thought that is not a though, a sentence that is really not a sentence, but a meaningless filler to attempt to lead into a true, befitting series of words that do have meaning. Matter ceases to be matter, and space ceases ( Read more... )

Events? Trivial. Two shows in two days, two days without work, two days of mucking about finding things to do that are not really to do, or fun, or productive, besides the almost-stabbing (by me) of a couple angry poor people who decided to attack us because we weren't being "American is the best country in the world!" assholes, and decided to ( Read more... )

Hours upon hours, gone - they will never come back ( Read more... )

Still, nothing is different ( Read more... )

I cannot stop, and I cannot go. Today will be like a warped Dr. Suess book; saving the trees and dogs in cars and strange hats appearing out of nowhere. Problems without solutions ( Read more... )

I have had enough of everyone ( Read more... )

Danny and I are no longer Danny and I as of last night at around 11:00 PM, almost 15 months from where we began.  It could be temporary; it could be permanent.  At any rate, he felt as though he could not help me with my problems, and even though I told him that some wounds cannot be healed, just bandaged, he did not believe me and decided he was ( Read more... )