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[invisible_buddy]

Last night i got overwhelmed by this sickening feeling that all the things i've thought i wanted for my future really arent whats going to make me happy. It was really scarry like everything i've ever looked forward to seem not right for me at all, and i developed this helplessly lost feeling. Then i started thinking about some people i know and

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[19205168]

it will just happen! or i hope it does for you. i thought i didn't know what i wanted to do for a really long time, up until spring of last year actually. then i just realized that i had always known what would make me happy, and it had been sitting right in front of me, i just was too worried to realize it.

high school just crushes any creative thinking haha. you will figure it out, i'm sure :)

[invisible_buddy]

amen to high school being a creative crusher, ever since my schedule has been so full i cant take art i've like died creatively its really lame, butttt photography next year for me man, i just signed up today :)

[jumpingjakflash]

dont worry i ahve no idea what i want to do either.

[invisible_buddy]

you dont find that scarry at all, i felt really lost with no sense of direction, but u have filming and stuff u could venture into more ya know or teachign i think ud make a pretty fun teacher :)

[sneakers__suck]

i think you do know what you want in your heart so dont let high school change that...

your a smart kid, you will figure it out. and if what you want changes in 2 or 20 years, than so be it.

people arent supposed to be all knowing about what they want their future to hold, thats what makes it exciting doesnt it? being able to say, wow, i never saw myself here.

its all about being happy now. and if you want to be in the city now, than do it... but if that changes than change with it. dont be afraid to do something because you are worried about how it will effect you later in life...
i think it would effect you more if you didnt do something you wanted to...

regrets are a horrible thing. and if you can say that at least you tired to succeed doing something at least you can say you did your best and you will know for the next time around

[invisible_buddy]

dude this comment combined with you entry has pretty much made up my mind taht what i have always thought i wanted is def good, at least its a start and it will be fun to see where it brings me, i just needed to comfortable with a sense of direction.

tara buddy

[jinc1019]

Listen.....coming from someone who knows exactly what I want to do where I want to go.................I didn't have any idea at all..........part of being in high school is figuring out what comes next......Do not feel pressure to succeed or find what you're good at or do right now......it's just not worth it. If you spend time doing that, you'll never figure it out. Just let it come to you. It will in time if you open yourself up to all opportunities. Have faith....You're smart and awesome and I have doubt you'll find something perfect for you......whatever that is.

Re: tara buddy

[invisible_buddy]

sounds good, it does always seem like what ever you want most or look for most just doesnt come, the good stuff is always the stuff that just pops up out of the blue, haha but i gotta work on keeping my mind off what i want then cuz i always think about that stuff damn

Re: tara buddy

[jinc1019]

Just have faith and wait!!!!