ok so i think i have finally accepted the fact that im going to have to have this surgery done... its gonna suck but oh well... and theres a few more things i have accpeted, like kat is a lesbian... and that i need to get a life... and that things dont always go as planned... and that even though we go through hard times, there will always be some ( Read more... )

i hate texas... i dont know why i tohught i hated georgia soo much... because in reality its awesome... texas feels so empty... like there is nothing here for me... i want to move back to georgia so bad... i dont know when i will have the surgery but im pretty sure i am going to have to have it... :( and im really scared about that... im usually ( Read more... )

i cant express in words how much i miss everyone... so i have been depressed about that... then i go to the doctor... and guess what... more bad news... so yesterday i had a breakdown... just started crying on my bed then my dad comes in and wouldnt leave me alone... but this is what the doctor told me... i have known for about a year and a half ( Read more... )

its so sad that i didnt realize what i had... i had so much... and i let it slip through my fingers... its so sad... i found the perfect girl... but i could never be with her... its so sad... its so sad that even with everything i had, i left... i didnt realize what i had... and thats sad too... im sad...

wow... this summer really went by too fast... and yes it was fun... but i am somewhat happy to be going home...had a party at yodas... i got so damned drunk... it really sucked... but whatever... and alot of shit happened... it was weird as hell... and apparently i put a hole thru yodas door... oops... i didnt believe that i did it but thats what ( Read more... )

omg! im so bored... there is nothing to do... i woke up at 8 this morning and havent been able to find anything really to do... watched part of life orsomething like it... now im on here updating and listening to music on FUSE... this channel is awesome... i feel really weird right now... im tired and full of energy at the same time... im happy and ( Read more... )

things are so weird right now... brandon and me are on the verge of just killing each other, or so it seems, he seems like hes pissed at me... im not mad at him, but everything that comes out of his mouth seems to be something negative about me... as if my self esteem isnt already low enuff... but whatever... and then theres this thing about a ( Read more... )

for some reason i never have too much to say on my lj... i dont really know why that is but oh well... i only have a few more days... and everyone is in school! was bored for a while today then me and cat went, picked up some applications, then she got her tongue pierced... wow, it seemed pretty painfull, i wanna get my lip pierced... hmm ( Read more... )

What do you really think of me?

a week from today ill be gone... some people might be happy about it, some may be sad... but i know ill be sad to leave everyone...ive had a good summer... almost time to go back home to my boring ass life... hopefully it will get better... after this summer i dont feel AS shy around girls and i think that i will be a little bit more aggressive ( Read more... )