It was fantastic. Being back, how I missed walking around amongst the living. Watching them mill about like cows off to slaughter. It was so insanely poetic. I felt like a new man, maybe because I was. I was no longer burdened with a soul, and besides it didn't go with anything in my closet anyway. Right now, however, I was on a mission, I needed ( Read more... )

I needed to find Buffy. After out little encounter, I had half hoped she would have followed me when I left, I knew I couldn't stay angry, or upset with her for any period of time, and now when she needed my help the most, I was deserting her. I could never do that to her and not feel bad ( Read more... )

Everyone's joy and bliss is getting really annoying lately. No no, not annoying, it's grating on my last nerve, watchign them galavant about with their squishy feelings. I mean this is just tacky. The other day I caught Anya and Cordelia in a baby store singing the theme to the Care Bears movies, all of which were highly underated, and looking at ( Read more... )

A small, almost undetectable smile crept across my face. "That's my girl." I whispered into the night. She still managed ot be strong. If I didn't know anything else about her, that would suffice. "Buffy, you'll fin dout one day. Love isn't really everything." I held my head low. I knew we would have to have this conversation sooner or later. I had ( Read more... )

I exhaled heavily, being around Drusilla was like being around a mad, wild, animal. She could turn on a dime, and would do just that simply for fun. She delighted in her insanity and everything that came with it. "Drusilla, just leave..now ( Read more... )

Beating the hell out of Willie had given me less that no leads, not that I was really expecting much. I just hate it when things happen to people, Buffy, and I can do nothing to stop it. Kind of gets a guy's blood boiling, speaking relatively. From what I had gathered at Willie's Place, quite a few disgruntled magic users were hiding out around ( Read more... )

So, so far so good. I thought as I clasped my hands together, and looked around the Bronze. I had called Willow's no answer, so I left a very humble message about a Bronze meeting, didn't know if she'd show, big surprise. She and her way too cool boyfriend in a band, were probably making with the smoochies, and the ontop of the clothes sex. I ( Read more... )

Ok, so Dawn knows. About the whole love thing. Granted, she didn't really find out precisely how I wanted her to. I mean, there were no flowers, nor were there any guys dressed as bellhops singing. It was very un picture-esque. But I think she reacted very well...with the laughing and the smiling. I'm begining to sound unconvincing aren't I? But no ( Read more... )

After a night of ravishings that giddy, gossipful house wives would consider an atrocity, we slept the day away ( Read more... )

I just left her there, it pained me to be around Buffy when she was acting so different, nothing like the girl woman I loved. So, with a gentle kiss to her forehead, I decided it was best if I leave, go try to find some information on whoever felt liek castign a spell on the slayer, I cast a glance to Harmony on the porch as I left, and company ( Read more... )