Hey Sweetheart, It's Bonnie. I know that I haven't talked to you in quite a long time but I just wanted to tell you that if you EVER needed to talk, I will ALWAYS be here for you. I miss you SO much it hurts. I was looking through some old pictures of us. I have some of you in costume at my dad's house (you still looked as Fabulous as ever!) and some from Wal-Mart when we decided to ride all the rides. It made me miss you so much. I wish things could go back as they were and be simple again. Just always remember that even if I'm all the way here in Natchitoches, I still love you dearly. If ever you find yourself in a bind you will always have a place up here with me. I love and miss you Adam. If you ever need to talk call (337) 962-1091 (my cell in case you lost the number).
Your not a fuck up and everybody makes mistakes. we've hit a few snags on the way and we just have to get past it. you don't know what your doing with your life right now and you don't have any direction really and don't know which way to go. once you figure out what you want to do and where you want to go with your life you'll have a reason to get up and do things again. living at home is just making you feel bad about these things and family always fosters negative feelings and makes you feel inadequate about yourself
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hey adam.. i know we aren't that great of friends or anything, but i read your livejournal, and kid, i feel bad for you.. i know how it can feel to have screwed up everything in your life. but the trick is, when you get tossed on your ass away from all the bad stuff. i guess lafayette isn't quite as bad for you as br, so work from there. i don't know the extent of your situation, but i can relate to the particular genre. but you should get up tomorrow. and the next day. because from what i remember, you were a really sweet guy. i'm thinking about you. marc
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Still loving and missing you!
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