a story i wrote
standing in lacey myers kitchen, wondering why i even came to this party. summer break has started. three towns over from where i live with no ride home. a tall guy with circles under his eyes comes toward me. "you look bored" i dont answer i mean i do look bored what would i say. " i'm Danny" "stacy" i say without looking up to even see if hes worth talking to. "jager?" i take the bottle without answering. "you from around here?" " no, you?" "yeah, i live down the street...what school you go to?" i dont answer who cares what school i go to. i need to get wrecked so i ask "you know anyone with anything stronger?" "hell yeah, you dint mention that you party!" "why would i, i just met you" we walk into another room hes infront of me hes wearing a blue polo collar up he has black hair and looks like he gets into fights often. we go upstairs. he knocks. we go in. "K this is stac..she wants" K is also tall has shaggy hair and a huge scar with dried blood on his nose. he was wearing a flannel and ripped jeans. "hey im kenny" he said and dug into his pocket. "i got roxy's and some yip" "ill take the roxy" i handed him the twenty he handed me the pill. "hey you wanna do that here" danny said. i didnt really think of were i was gunna do it i gues i'd walk home and do it. "k, help her do that" i just went with the motions. danny left while kenny crushed the pill. "where are you from" i dodnt mind talking to him he didnt know how beautiful he was. "around the harbor" i just asummed he was from bayside. as i pulled back my hair and made the pill dissapear into my nose danny walked back in. "thanks" i said and walked out of the room. i went and got another coke and decided to leave. i dint get far before dannt ans kenny were behind me. "where you going so fast" danny said. kenny looked worried. "i'm walking home" i said as i kept a pace. "walking to harbor?" kenny asked. danny seamed confused about kenny knowing this. "damn you live in harbor and your walking alone" i thought this was funny because i wasnt walking alone. "do you still have the jager?" i inquired. danny smarted back with "you know it!" walking down the trail they got me talking blues and jager do that to me. i told them how my parents went to see my sister in florida. she had a baby. i had my house for a couple of weeks. im 17. danny is 17 and k is 18. i cannot wait to move. danny wants to be a builder and k wants to skateboard. i want to dance. i tell the about ballet and parents who really dont care. they tell me about srict parents and parents who arent there. danny talks brothers. k talks about his dog and i talk about sisters. after rammbling and walking for about 2 hours we reach my front door. bolth boys really dont know what to do as i walk in. "are you comming?" i ask. they bolth dont say anything.My house is small but big enough for 2 kids and parents. my mother is a decor nut. she really doesnt stop rearanging things. my father is a cop. typical man stuff. he doesnt say much. we have that in commom. my mother is all about show. my father keeps to himself. we have a cat nothing else. we keep a garden. when the boys still arent saying anything,i promt "what are your plans for tomorrow?" kenny said his mom needs him to do yard work and danny says "nuthin babes". danny makes us his special coco pancakes. we eat and talk some more. " wanna watch a movie?" danny says. we all sit down on the couch, danny picked Blade Runner. as were watching i get bored. the roxy and booze are drying up. i get sleepy. "kenny do you think i could have another one of those?" danny chimes in with "my kinda girl" as k gets our lines ready i think about danny. He's tall and very charming but his whole i know you like me and want on me thing makes me not want him. but i bet hes a great fuck.i bet he has at least one tattoo. as kenny goes first i think about kenny. hes really nice and seams to care. instead of talking about sex he just thinks about it. when were all done. and blade rummer is getting the best of me. i do something crazy. i start rubbing bolth of there thighs. thinking to myself about how they bolth think i doing this to just them. i start to giggle. i go and get a drink. the murmer of them talking makes me laugh to myself more. when i come back i say " im going to bed, you bolth have invitations."
waking up isnt hard to do when you were fucked up last night. i prop myself up to see what time it is. 12:36. shit. i have to go to lunch at coles house. shit. i go to the bathroom. trying to wash last night off my face. the black rings come off but the purple ones dont. i turn on my curling iron and try to find my cell. i have about 17 missed calls/texts. cathy: where did you go last night? Cole: be there at 1 <3 cathy: are you ok? Cathy: doug said he saw you leave with 2 guys CALL ME. cole is bringing me to his country club so i try my best to figure out an outfit that goes with that. i put on some kaki shorts and a white tank. when Kenny comes downstairs. "hey, i have to go...mom remember..." "oh yeah umm ok." i say while im trying to make myself look like i didnt wake up 10 mins ago. "i had a great time last night,and if you need give me a call" i nod and turn away. but then he's all over me. he kisses me passionatly and puts something in my pocket. i get my grip. "oh, bye." and i smile. i know im in deep with this one. forgetting about what he put in my pocket i try to finish getting ready. i dont really have anything on my mind other then lunch with cole. im starving and thats all i can focus on. as cole pulls up i remember that danny is still in my parents bed. i runn upstairs. "danny you need to wake up! Danny danny!!!" he finally wakes up out of his coma. "what!!" " i have to go somewhere you can stay here if you want but ill be gone for like three hours." "uh, ok...see ya later babes" half alseep i try to repeat the whole thing but he grabs me and kisses me with more force the kenny. i pull away and try to refocus as my stomach rumbles.