Just so there is no confusion: that last post was not directed towards anyone specifically, although it may have seemed that way. like I said, I take cheap shots at no one, and sometime the appearance of impropriety is enough. Now that that is cleared up, I curse every square inch of cyberspace.

I felt so lead to update. But I don't really feel like updating. I mean I did for a minute, but then was like, well I don't know...
I feel like I've grown out of blogging.
Life is too complex, and I just do't feel like I have anything that important to contribute to the noosphere.
But since there are some people out there who are intrested, well,  ( Read more... )

Tired. Busy. Coming of age in a strange land during a strange time.

Tonight, I am an ardent fatalist, and a high modernity freak with violent, almost sexual urges for the the post-modern; desperate death longing for the new.

Using Marxism to critique and contextualize contemporary American culture is like studying the sun using pre-Galileo astronmoy ( Read more... )

I. It was fantastic unparalleled time. It was the end of time. We stood on a cliff overlooking the ocean. The sky was red and ready to split. We had spent a month in holy drunken rapture; orgies like clockwork, prayers on Sunday. Death races on the docks, drugs in the alley. Murder in the street, war on the highway. Torture in the storefront, fire ( Read more... )

"God is a concept by which we measure our pain."-John Lennon

I've always thought that an interesting quote, but never really understood it untill this past weekend.

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" You might know of the original sin,
and you might know how to play with fire..."

Last night, I had a dream where a little boy of six or seven(and apparently was Alyssa's brother) was trapped in a oven/stove contraption, and he struggled to get free, and he burned his chest and screamed horribly. I was paralyzed. Then I was able to shut it off, and ( Read more... )

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Hey Mutha Truckers...

If you've been trying to contact me online, I can only use the internet att he local library for a limited time. School starts in a month, and we'll all talk then.

but here is something you should all no...Yesterday I got the ole cyrstal ball out of the attic and did some futurecasting. I thought I would share with you guys ( Read more... )

Well...the summer has been an experience so far. Next Friday I get to move back home. I have lived on campus for almost two years now. Ever since the day before move-in day fall 2004. I'm ready to get away for a while. Maybe that's why this year seemed to have a bit of a drag to it. There was nothing separating it from the previous year. There was ( Read more... )