We cannot go back and make a new start, so start now to make a new ending

i think i am done writing in here. i found myself a really nice boy. were dating, its going well. im scared though. im really scared too much fucking sadness with all the other boys. scott, my new boy, and i were out the other day and i saw kyle. for the first time since i met kyle did he really want me. he really wanted to be with me and i know ( Read more... )

so, im not passing this semester. I'll try again later. its too late for me to catch up ( Read more... )

so, i hate school. i want to shoot myself in the face everytime i even think about going. so i stopped. then i thought about it and decided to go. kyle said he'll get me something really nice or do anything for me if i go to school all this month. i went yesterday, relized how much i hate it and left. i haven't been back yet. i told my mom i'm not ( Read more... )

hm. stuffs been going really good lately. I really really love my job. its the coolest job i have ever had. yesterday i sat and played the touch screen with mike and drank bud lite all night and got fucking paid. its nice. schools a waste of my fucking time. I barely go. i dont need to. if it had no impact on my future i'd be so long done dropped ( Read more... )

everythings really good. i'm happy. i just hate waiting in confusion ( Read more... )

"I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my

lifes been really good lately ( Read more... )

jeravante ALWAYS tells me hes so famous because hes coming out with a cd and hes playing shows at nice places. i'm just his servant because hes so famous. the other day he brought over his cd. the first song of his goes something along the lines of... i'm famous, i'm famous, i'm so fucking famous i shouldn't even have to tell you. i thought it was ( Read more... )

at this moment i have everything. I had the best time of my life on vacation. tho I love being home. I have the best boyfriend in the world. I have three amazing nephews. I'm happy.