it happened. we said goodbye. it was more painless than i thought it would be, perhaps numbed by tiredness, alcohol and cold. the situation pisses me off cos it's like a present you could have received but never unwrapped. it's still there, closed, tempting. what if this, what if that. ugh. still i'm 90% sure it would have been a WTF?? rather than
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