Even though everything in my life seems to be going to shit, there is one thing to rejoice ( Read more... )

My disdain for school is growing, every day. I hate showing up for English, because we don't do anything worthwhile. We just... do busy work. And most of the time, it's not relevant to the material. All of the papers we're writing are comparison. It's easy, absolutely, but it doesn't give you much chance for analysis, theme, etc. etc. You have to ( Read more... )

You thought I was annoyed because you were busy, I thought you were freaked out because of things that transpired last weekend, you were annoyed because I was (allegedly) annoyed, and therefore rejected me. Apparently, we suck at communication. *grin* I'm glad things got worked out, but I'd rather this not happen again. We have to talk when shit ( Read more... )

Slightly pissed that Across the Universe isn't coming to St. Louis until October 5th.

But, the soundtrack is amazing. Of course, Beatles music is just a good idea in general.

Surprisingly, Evan Rachel Wood has a good voice. Not spectacular, but she can hold her own. She didn't destroy the Beatles, at least.

Jim Sturgess reminds me a lot of ( Read more... )

I'm actually quite amused by work at the moment. Dave will not be closing until at least next Wednesday. Which means it's me and Dan, rocking Old Navy. It's gonna be amazing. No BS, no waiting until 8:30 to start counting, no standing around doing stupid projects. Shit will get DONE.

Mom and I talked more, today. Of course. I'm really beginning to ( Read more... )

God, my mom is so good at this. I just sat and...talked with her. For about an hour and a half. I have a really hard time seeing things clearly, most of the time, and she just calls me on my shit. She's not afraid to tell me what I'm doing wrong. She told me that I'm just mind fucking myself with a fork, and she's absolutely right. I am. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm having a reaaalllyyy hard time understanding what's going down right now. I'm so confused. Relationships aren't supposed to be like this... are they?

I don't understand why I have to screw everything up. Why can't I just be happy, and be done with it? Why do I have to fuck with every little thing, until there's nothing left?

I know you said it was cool, but, god, I'm so sorry.

I hate that I do stupid shit, all the time.

*sigh*

In other news, Mindy went home, which depresses me, because now I'm back ( Read more... )

I'm glad that I was able to get over my fear. Finally.

I've got such a sense of peace in my world right now. Things are tranquil, but wonderful. I'm really glad we met, and that we click so well. I'm really glad that we don't agree on everything, so that there is room for discussion. I'm really glad that I'm able to be myself around someone, ( Read more... )

Note to self: STOP CLINGING ( Read more... )